I lost them both .
I lost Harry.
I lost Henry.
Harry just dissappear and gone and I don't know where he goes.
Henry his heart just start stop....the machine show straight line.
I just standing there and watch and I don't know what I should do. The doctor and nurses rush to his bed and they try to fix him and still there no beeping.
They give me some time to spent with him. I just look at him and I don't know what I should be doing. I wanted Harry so much now at this moment maybe he know what I should do or say or anything.
I hold his hand. It like holding Harry in flesh. They are twin I always mix up. It hard to find the difference. Sometimes I feel it was Harry all the time.
"Henry I here for you. Please come back. I need you." I say to him.
I can't let him go. We are engaged and soon to be married. Everything is ready for the wedding. I got the news that he got involved in an accident at work. I rush to him at the hospital and I feel sad to see him like that. I only know him for a short time but I feel I know him longer. I want to spend my life with him. Maybe because I can't let go of Harry and I take his brother as him but I need him. I can't think of myself alone and stay in that house alone it must be weird.
