Imagines

Favorite chapter

As you laid on the cold wooden floor, you poured your heart out through your eyes... you felt the emotions you told yourself not to have.
You let yourself fall in love with the person you knew could never return your love back. You thought he was broken and of course you wanted to be the hero to his story. With the vodka in your left hand and the pen in your right, you wrote your last letter...
The letter that you were to never send but instead burn.
Dear <whoever>, I've been there since we were kids...I let you in. To be honest with you I'm sorry for that. I let you be the water to my small cracks. The cracks that were made by someone like you. The cracks that were suppose to be hidden but that I told you about. That was in between us but there's no 'us' no more. You left me for someone else. Someone who will get the easier version of you. Someone who won't know how to deal with you when you aren't at your best. You will let that  person in while I had to fight for my place. Was I just your practice run? Will you ever thank me for the investment that I made in you? But that's what I am right? I will always be the Guinea pig for relationships. I'm tired and I'm broken. While I was trying to fix you, I ended up losing me. And that's okay, because I know I will bounce back like no other till the cycle repeats itself. "I let you go.... Your chapter in my book is over , it will forever be one of my favorites but I can't keep rereading it hoping for a different ending."
Sincerly your once upon a time...