⨏Eren x {Unmentioned Gender} Reader⨏
"I can't stop smiling, she makes me feel happy."
Eren's text screamed that he was literally a lovesick fool, crushing on the girl he only met three weeks ago. He couldn't stop telling you about how happy he was crushing on her, and now, they were together.
"I'm glad you are," you texted back before closing your phone.
Lips quivering silently, you used the sleeve of your jacket to wipe away your tears. Your sad background music didn't help, your sobs building up gradually. He was happy. Wasn't that what you wanted? Even so, tears poured out uncontrollably, silent whimpers turning heartfelt sobbing.
You liked Eren, you really did. When you were younger, you genuinely did have feelings for him that you tried to deny. This year, now that you were turning 15, you decided to contact him again. But almost like a backfire, just the day you met up again, he found his new love. He was so in love, anyone could see it. How was this fair? You knew him first. You loved him first.
Your first love. Your first kiss. Gone. Just like that. In a snap of a finger, he was hers, and she was his. Leaving with you nothing but a hole deep in your heart.
It's not you were gonna tell him anyway. Doing so would break the friendship you built up brick by brick, falling apart the second you confessed. It was probably better to stay in the sidelines, listen to him swoon over someone that wasn't you, than live without him and feel this gradual... Emptiness within you.
You wept miserably to yourself wondering what it would feel like to be her, what it would feel to be the one he loved. Your heart clenched, it was so hard to breathe. Whipping out your phone, you began to type, translating your pain into words, turning your tears into someone else's form of entertainment.
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Honestly, no, I'm not okay. My heart hurts horribly bad, like it's being trampled, and I feel like I'm not going to heal.
Shinsou wo Sasha-Giyuu!
YOU ARE READING
𝔈𝔯𝔢𝔫 𝔵 ℜ𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔢𝔯 𝔒𝔫𝔢𝔰𝔥𝔬𝔱𝔰
FanfictionHehe!~ Well, I thought that this Titan Shifter was a great person to be really into and well, look what I did! QwQ Anyways, sit back, get some beverage of any kind and (hopefully) enjoy!~ My covers are made by: @kageyamaberry