And then the world went black

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TW: Depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, putting on a fake smile.  

The world is closing around me,

my chest tightening around my lungs,

it's impossible to breathe!

The world continues to argue over my existence,

but all I need is someone that I'm enough!

The world shouts at me to leave,

but my body won't respond.

My mind tells me that I should just give up.

That no one will remember me when I'm dead and gone.

All I can feel are the cold hands of fear that wrap around my lungs,

cutting off all air until the world goes black.

The world never went away.

All I saw was a small girl who looked like me.

She asked me what she was going to do when she grew up.

She asked me if she would be happy?

What could I tell her?

The truth or the lie that I put on my face every day.

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