The letter that changed everything

Chapter 1

It makes me so angry seeing him wait for her everyday after school. He stopped saying goodbye. He stopped giving me hugs. All because he started waiting for Lizbeth. I haven't told him it bothers me. Maybe I should. After all I'm always open about my feelings with him, so why can't I just tell him. I think he thinks I'm annoying, but honestly if I annoyed him he wouldn't talk to me the way he does. I feel like giving up on him, but there's this part of me that still has hope that one day he'll see me the same way I see him. He'll love me just as much as I love him. Honesty has never really been 100% my thing, but it has been 97% of the time at least.

I'm so afraid of him finding out of this deep love I hide from him. But, he probably already knows. I mean I make it the most obvious thing possible. He just loves to play stupid all the time. That's one of the things I dislike about him. I dislike how he loves to lead me on every single day and not want to admit it when I confront him about it. Then again I let him , so I'm only hurting myself.

The reason I made up such a royal nickname for him was because he called me "his queen " and I thought why not just call him King. He told me he loves it when I call him that. I only use his nickname when we're texting though . I don't like using it at school because then all the girls would start calling him that. His actual name is Brandon.

Oh my god! Speaking of the devil! This always happens to me. I talk about him and the next thing you know my phone is being blown up of notifications from him. I act like he's someone famous I swear. But, honestly to me he's more than famous. He's my king the ruler of my own person. I let him control me when I'm with him. I just can't help it.

I'm scared I don't want to open it. Should I ? No. Yes. No. Okay fine . I'll open it .

" Hey Marlene. We have to talk."