Is it wrong for a reincarnation to be in the dungeon?

9.1

A/N: I'll be honest here, I'm starting to lose interest in writing this. But I'll finish this book, that's for sure. I might cut it short though.

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Be the villain of this world? Don't make me laugh. There are already enough villains.

So why? Why do I still insist on being the antagonist?

I can't be the hero, I know that much. But can't I just live in peace?

I can't.

I know too well, that I don't belong in this place.

Because I know how the story goes. Because I know the main character will surely make it through any hardships and win the fight against evil.

My very existence is unneeded. I am an extra.

I don't have a place for myself here.

At least, back in the old world, I had had a family. A mother and a father whom I could hug.

Here, I have no one. No one needs me. No one holds me in high priority. Because I already know the original story, I know that everything will turn out fine even if I'm not around.

In the end, it's all to comfort me. To make a place for myself. That was all.

I wanted to make this a place I belonged.

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I suppose what I'm currently experiencing can be referred to with the term, 'crush'.

A temporary version of love is my interpretation of the word.

Now then, being the logical person I always have been, I should analyze my situation carefully before doing anything stupid.

Nine Hell, full name Riveria Ljos Alf. The strongest magician in all of Orario, one of the few LVL 6 elites. Also apparently the Elven Queen. 

In other words, someone who is an entirely different cut above me, a newbie who had just recently ranked up.

In other words, can this love possibly bear fruit? Likelihood = 0.000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001%

Then it's been decided, it's hopeless.

Even with reality setting everything in stone, the refreshing feeling of experiencing a new emotion is preventing me from giving up. 

I'm in love. Honestly, though, I'm not quite sure if that is truly the case, but even 'K' had said so.

After all, I can't find any other reason why my mind is flooded with her images. Doesn't really help now that we are staying at the Loki familia's camp.

But this is impossible, for a crush like this to possibly bear results, impossible.

I mean, she's the queen of elves. Even if it's fine with her, every member of the elven race in Orario would all be preparing to take my head.

Even with Instant Revival... this is too dangerous of a gamble.

Adventurers had made the atmosphere surrounding the bonfire lively. Among them were Bell and company.

"You here meaning, have you gotten to level two already?"

Aiz seemed to be quite curious at Bell's appearance down here on the 18th floor. Catching her words, the Amazon twins join in their conversation.

"You know him Aiz? Introduce us!"

As their conversation carried on, the twins also became amazed at Bell's achievement in leveling up in such a short period of time.