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More days, more weeks, more month passed by, still no sight of Perez, I hate the fact that I've miss her. For God sake lord baket naman na kanya pa? Marami namang ibang babae na mas maganda pa sakanya pero baket siya pa?
"Sino ngayon naging kawawa? Diba ikaw? Nasa huli talaga ang ang pagsisisi Gail." I rolled my eyes while tose the glass of wine to my lips. "You know the news a while ago? Nagbabalik raw ang Reyna ng parasidhe-"
"So? What do I care?" Maarteng wika ko.
"What do i care- what do i care ka jan! Ang oa mo nag kwento lang ako dahil ang ganda nong Reyna." Maganda? Wala akong paki sa maganda. "Here oh! Queen Yngrid the New heirs of- teka lang look at this Gail" inis na binaling ko ang tingin sa kanyang pinakitang cellophone.
So?
"Diba iyan yong isang kaibigan ni Blaire?" Turo niya sa katabi ng royal. Yeah? I don't know. Bigla niyang inactual ang pic at tanaw ko ang babaeng sobrang puti na animoy hindi nasisilawan sa araw.
She's wearing this elegant dress pero parang old one. Ang mukha niyang walang bahid ng pimpols, ang mukha niyang walang kasing ganda. Ang pamilyar na mga matang yello.
She's definitely beautiful. "Hoy! Ano ka ngayon? Tunga-nga? Sabi ko sayo maganda ang Reyna eh. Kung wala lang akong asawa at anak pupuntahan ko ang lugar na iyan at aasawahin- aray"
"You're crazy!"
"Baliw ka din naman ah? Naghahanap sa presensya ng estudyante"
"Shut up!" I rolled my eyes again. She's such a tease. "I'm going home" I'm on my feet to go home but she grabbed my wrists.
"Home? Sure ka? Blaire called me several times gabi² para itanung kong nasaan ka. So Zahandri gail Purple- Perez, Saan ka sa mga gabing iyon?!" She raised her brow completely make her face ugly. I rolled my eyes again.
"None of your business." I was about to walk but for the second time she stop me. "Ano na naman ba?!"
"Upo ka sis, usap tayo"
"Seriously?"
"Yeah! I'm serious! Upo" talo na naman ako. "Now, we're talking about your feelings"
"I don't have a feelings" daritsahang sagot ko.
"Oh baby, bad ka ha? Sinungaling go to hell" she's crazy and immature. " Tell me your problem"
"God! How many times do I have to tell you! I dont have a problem!"
"Okay fine, isang tanong Maraming sagot"
"What the hell?" Is she serious? God I wanna be home, and rest and forget.
"Where you exactly those days Blaire called me to-"
"Wala nga."
"Gail."
"I said not-"
"Okay. Hindi kita pipilitin pero, Do you kinda miss her face? Being near you?" Ofcourse.
"Who?"
"Dont play dumb here Gail, we're talking about This kid" she shown me her cellophone with Perez picture on it. What the actual fuck?
"You're stupid! Ofc2ourse, Not" Nang-aasar Itong sinuri ang buong mukha ko. "Aalis na ako"
"Opss, di pa tayo tapos Babe" She's always like this back to our high school days. Sh2es not going to stop until she got her wants, kaya walang kasiguradohang hindi ako makakapagsalita ngayong gabi ng katotohanan.
"Cheers"
"If you have planned to get me drunk for some of your stupid Questions, Diritsuhin mo nalang ako." I said with a bored tone.
"Okay." Umayos ito ng upo while locking her eyes in me. "Are you guilty? Nagsisisi kang sinabihan mo siya ng masamang bagay?" I got to stuck the reality in my mind, Uminom ako ng Wine Before completely answered her crazy question
"I am" simpling sagot na nagpapainit sa buo kong katawan. This is crazy! "B-but I-i" fuck! I dont know what to say.
"We're you somewhat feel the sensation noong mga araw na nandito pa siya? Iyong mga araw na naglalapat ang mga balat ninyo?" I closed my eyes before slowly nodding. "Panget pa ba siya sa iyo ngayon?" I open my eyes to see her nang-aasar na mga mukha.
I dont mind her face. Sa halip ang mukha ng batang nagpabaliw sa utak at sa nararamdaman ko ang nakikita ko sa kanya. She's pretty. "God I miss her so much!" I bust out, after I realised what I just said I covered my face with my hands hiding my face from embarrassing.
Natawa ng pagkalakas lakas si Ela habang umupo palapit saakin. She cover her hands around me completely giving me a warm hug. "Nagdadalaga kana Gail, you're in love" Imbes na sakalin ko siya ay hindi ako umiik.
In love? No way! Potangina.
"Huwag kasi patapos magsalita, tingnan mo ikaw tuloy ikaw Itong kawawa, Iniwan ka saka mo lang naklaro yang nararamdaman mo. Wala naman yan sa Itsura eh, wala yan sa panlabas na anyo Gail, nasa loob yan. Kabutihan ang basihan sa relasyon. Tingnan mo siya mahal ka niya kahit puro mga masasama pinakita mo sa kanya. She love you all of yourself. Swerte mo nga dahil mahal ka niya, ako nga minsan na kaibigan ni hindi kita masyadong mahal- I'm just kidding babe" natatawa pa talaga ang gaga.
"I'm going home now" I separate myself from her, standing and ready to go but for the Third time again.
"I want to know where you exactly going after here?" She use her silent voice parang ayaw pa iparinig.
"Her-"
"Potangina?" I rolled my eyes for her stupidity.
"Her house." She covered her mouth completely shocked.
"Natatakot na ako sayo Gail! Invading personal property is not good!"
"So? Wala namang nakatira don." I turn my back on her. leaving this place full of wasted people. Ela own this bar near by our house, kaya libreng libre kami rito.
I drove Nesha's place. It's really scary house but you can feel it was covered by safety and care... Still no sight of her.
Where are you Nesha? Its already 5 months and still no sight of you. Blaire missed you so much. Also me.
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"Ateh gusto ko na umuwi namimis ko na ang pilipinas" Napahaplos ako sa buhok niya.
"Hindi pa tayo Maaring umuwi, Kailangan tayo ng mga taong nasasakupan ng lugar natin. Pahalagaan natin ang bilin ng magulang natin. Walang makakaagaw nito, atin at saatin ito" Gretchen and her mother will continue doing some nasty thing for us to look bad.
Akala ko sa palabas lang ito pero sa totoong buhay din pala. May ahas at kontrabida. Kontabida na hindi-hinding mananalo.
"Queen Yngrid. Mentor wants to talk to you." Nagtataasang mga tagasalaysay at may karapatan bilang mentor. England parasidhe. Dahil sayo mas lalo kong namimis ang Binibini ko.
