Tengai: does anyone else ever get this feeling where you can't move, your entire body is heavy, it's hard to breathe, your throat feels weak so you can't swallow so either saliva collects in your mouth and it feels like you're choking or your mouth and throat go dry and both times it just makes it even harder to breathe and all you can do is scream internally, wondering what's wrong with you and try to get rid of the feeling while knowing it's all in vain and you just have to sit there with your thoughts and sometimes your mind will wander to the trauma you experienced as a child so you end up dealing with that for the next few hours to weeks and potentially become suicidal because of it and all you can do to combat not being able to move is hope you need to cough or sneeze or yawn soon because it's the only thing that can break you out of it?Chrono: *slowly grabs his phone to make a therapist appointment for him*
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