Cursed Days

Broken Blender

It's been a while now. You and I have been galaxies apart, that at times I fail to recall the way you looked like. I have forgotten your voice, your laugh, your eyes, and certainly...you. I have forgotten all that parts that blended together perfectly to shape you, and the love I had for you. I have forgotten with them all the photos, the jokes, the promises, and for sure the memories that hugged all of them. I have closed all the doors that could link me to the years of dumbness coated by my blind love to your presence, and with every door I closed it took from me a piece that I would never regain; a part of my happiness, a part of my purity, and a part of my heart. Yet today, after all odds have taken their places, after all the distances have been fixated apart, after all the memories have been scattered away in the forgotten world, today is the day we meet. And how is it that we met is what makes it so difficult to blend again. Meeting you in a different form, a different body, a different perspective... meeting only your solid name written, meeting the one that has held me as the closest and now is the farthest in my eyes... meeting again so differently in a similar way... the way we met each other for the very first time. But the difference today is that I can't blend with you and you can't blend with me, the odds have decided that we are set apart once and forever, and that we were not meant to meet ever and at all in the same way that we were. But today, we broke once, quietly, and tried to move with the wave that pulled us to meet together, to enjoy every singe bit of its confusion, before the waves plays its trick and pull us away from each other...perhaps once and for all for years....again.4