Don't ask why why why
When you been had the opportunity to
You chose differently
Chose to lie lie lie
Make me feel worthless
Like I'm suppose to be the planner
The maid
The stay at home Debbie downer
Makes a bitch want to leave expeditiously
If I drive far away
Not leave a note
Say anything
Would you look for me
Or move on without blinking
Slowly loosing pieces and chunks of my mind
I need a mental map
Because where am I ❓(x4)
I'm a lot
You name it
Overthinking
Over talking
Interrupting
All over the place
To emotional
The list goes on
But so does life
I work on myself
Realized now
Empath or not
I can't be the hero to everyone's thoughts mhm feelings
Even the rare few close ones in my introvert living
If I drive far away
Not leave a note
Say anything
Would you look for me
Or move on without blinking
Slowly loosing pieces and chunks of my mind
I need a mental map
Because where am I ❓(x4)
I don't want this anymore
It can change
I've been changing
Maybe that's why all of this is back to back craziness is happening
It'll get better
I envision it
It's just right now
Hurts so bad
Feels like my hearts in a constant cast
Hopefully I'll make it out alive
Especially mentally yeah
If I drive far away
Not leave a note
Say anything
Would you look for me
Or move on without blinking
Slowly loosing pieces and chunks of my mind
I need a mental map
Because where am I ❓(x4)
They say the realer you are
The more your circle gets smaller yeah
YOU ARE READING
Be upfront be you❤️✨💯‼️
PoesíaThis is a songbook ....all original and by yours truly. The most important and imperative thing is to be yourself and own it through it all. So here is my being upfront and being me in what I love so much that's apart of my life...music.
