Heavy on my heart
Heavy on my mind
It's creeping up all of the time
I don't know if I should fight or hide
Carrying the weight of what feels like the world
Feeling like the loneliest boy
Would of said a guy
But I'm so shy still
Wounds feel like they're healing yet still fully openI admit I've been going through a depression kick
I admit my overthinking has been at its top hectic
Fuck
I admit I've been peeping fake intentions from the few rare ones I thought had my back like I had theirs
Shit a bitch was tripping
I admit all of this
MhmYeah
I'm used to keeping a lot inside
Would rather hideaway then stand tall with my head held high
It took more than my almost last breath
To find peace and good energy
Actually feel alive
And not just existing
Slowly dying
Don't wanna be in my later years regretting
Something I can change right here and now
Most definitely betI admit I've been going through a depression kick
I admit my overthinking has been at its top hectic
Fuck
I admit I've been peeping fake intentions from the few rare ones I thought had my back like I had theirs
Shit a bitch was tripping
I admit all of this
MhmI admit yeah

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PoetryThis is a songbook ....all original and by yours truly. The most important and imperative thing is to be yourself and own it through it all. So here is my being upfront and being me in what I love so much that's apart of my life...music.