If I leave, would you see❓

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I swear I'm the most understanding
I've taken the I'm wrongs
When in general I was right
Been trapped in what they say goes
Stuck in my head for so long
Finally speaking with my voice

I don't know why I thought
The older you get
The more they'd see you
As an adult
But then comes crashing in
The dumbness
I've tried so far
My whole life to get pass
Forget
I'd be messed up if I leave
Take the keys and start over in a blink
If I leave, would you see❓

Would you see
Family
Friend
Anyone truly in my life
I'm not saying I'm giving up
I am saying it is getting really draining
Ooh more than tough

I don't know why I thought
The older you get
The more they'd see you
As an adult
But then comes crashing in
The dumbness
I've tried so far
My whole life to get pass
Forget
I'd be messed up if I leave
Take the keys and start over in a blink
If I leave, would you see❓

Nowadays I've learned how to better control my energy
Giving nothing but positivity and blessings
We all have our messed up moments
I get it
I've been through it
Hell still go through it
Just not as much as I used to
Still doesn't mean I should feel and be in all this darkness
Despair
That isn't even mine
Oooh iiii

I don't know why I thought
The older you get
The more they'd see you
As an adult
But then comes crashing in
The dumbness
I've tried so far
My whole life to get pass
Forget
I'd be messed up if I leave
Take the keys and start over in a blink
If I leave, would you see❓

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