Daddy ♡ --- Post Malone Smut, BDSM

Aiden

Warning!! Chapter may contain consensual but rough sexual play, sexual submission, oral sex and extreme BDSM, sexual and physical violence, gun use and injury, possible uncomfortable situations, smoking, possible trigger warning for some parts.

Huge trigger warning for pregnancy complications and emotional turmoil. 

Please do not read if you have a problem with anything above.

---- Ashe's Point of View ---

{One Month Later}

I stood in front of the crib and rubbed his little belly, looking over my shoulder I saw that Alice was asleep as well, both my babies were tired from a fun day we had. Alice didn't seem to be bothered by her new brother, and often enjoyed watching him play and sleep.

I had decided to name this little boy Aiden...staying with the theme of A names.

I looked over at the huge picture of there father that I put up on the wall, showing Alice his face often reminding her that it's her dad.

The birth had been difficult, when he came out after six hours of labor I sobbed when they put him in my arms, because I felt so alone, mad and pained that Austin wasn't here to witness it, or to hold my hand and be with me the whole time.

I had irrational anger at him, feeling like he has picked his first born son over our son, I knew that logically this was absurd, he didn't even know about Aiden, but the fact that I was doing this alone still hurt.

Then I wouldn't stop bleeding, I almost hemorrhaged to death, the doctors caught it and took care of me – I almost had to have a blood transfusion, and a week later I was discharged with the help of my neighbor Max who has been checking in on me the whole time.

I realized looking at Aiden that I had to start thinking about the future of us, Austin had left me enough money to live on for a while – but I needed to find a job to support us in the future and give myself some purpose in life.

I loved Austin but being on my own for nearly a year – and then giving birth to our son alone, I wasn't sure I could forgive him for this, or if my feelings for him were still the same.

I often felt conflicted about not telling him about Aiden, I will admit my heartbreak got the better of me and I hated being abandoned like that, even if it was for a good cause. After almost dying giving birth to his son...I'm conflicted about telling him or tracking him down. Pride is one of the seven deadly sins after all.

I knew I wasn't going to run, but I am not going to search him out and tell him about our son, if he wants to know what happened to me and our daughter, he's going to have to find me and find out for himself -I had to focus on me and our children, they were now my soul purpose.

I sighed looking down at him, then back up at Austin's picture.

"We do make beautiful babies."

--- Austin's Point of View ---

{Cottonwood Heights, Utah}

"Hey babe..." I finished feeling my son some solid food, he has really started to reach his baby milestones.

It was one week ago that I gained full custody of him and Harper would have supervised visits, that stupid bitch had put up one hell of a fight for him, put up every single road block in my way.

Every day I missed Ashe and Alice, I celebrated my daughters birthday alone, as well as Ashe's, I kept a picture of them in a square locket that I had around my neck, and I had cried myself to sleep at night on more than one occasion, I still do.

"So I have hired a few investigators, more people to try and find her, she seemed to have fallen off the map a few months ago. We should have kept better track of her and I apologize for that."

I was annoyed that he didn't keep more of a track on her, but what could I do now? With a sigh I looked up at my manager as I was cleaning the face of my son.

"Good, I will hire 1,000 if it helps me find my family, this took to fucking long, I hope I haven't lost her, even if I did I am not going to give her up."

"I'm sure she understands."

I really hope in time and with me being there for her she could forgive me, and let me be her dominant once again. The thing I was most terrified about was Alice, would my daughter even recognize me?