Daddy ♡ --- Post Malone Smut, BDSM

Hug

Warning!! Chapter may contain consensual but rough sexual play, sexual submission, oral sex and extreme BDSM, sexual and physical violence, gun use, drinking alcohol,  and injury, possible uncomfortable situations, smoking, possible trigger warning for some parts.

Chapter contains elements of toxic relationships that could be a trigger warning for someone.

Please do not read if you have a problem with anything above.

--- Ashe's Point of View ---

"Our...our son?"

I swallowed tears, having to focus on myself and keeping it together.

"Yeah this is my son, fuck he looks just like me..." Austin muttered, clearly talking to himself.

"Yeah, our son... be careful with him, he's only a few weeks old."

"You were pregnant?"

"Yes that's how making a baby works. Pregnant for nine months, gave birth alone, scared."

I gently put Alice in a play pen that I had put in the corner of the room she was tired, she took a binky that I kept near by and she laid down, and I covered her with a blanket – she was an easy sleeper,

With a sigh walked over to Austin, holding out my arms for my son. He shook his head as he pulled the baby closer to him and cradled him against his neck.

"I wont hurt him...he's so perfect. Fuck you make such beautiful babies..."

We were quiet for a long while, his blue eyes looked up at me and I saw in his very eyes that he was starting to understand what was going on.

"Are you alright? Was the pregnancy alright?"

I let out a bitter bark of a laugh, causing both Alice and our son to whimper.

"I almost died Austin, if you care."

"Yes I care, I'm am so sorr..."

"Don't you dare say that you are sorry, not right now, not after all that I have gone through."

I saw a tear fall down his face, he moved and gently nuzzled our sons tiny face and neck, kissing his little head. He let out a coo that sounded like a laugh.

He sat down on the couch, and put Aiden in his lap, and  then looked up at me.

"I know you don't want to hear it, but I am so fucking sorry. I...I didn't know."

"If you had known would it have changed anything? Or would you still treat me like garbage that you could just set aside."

"That, fuck that's not fair to ask me." I felt myself start to sob. And he went to say something more then without saying anything he look down and let out a sob, pressing his cheek against our sons forehead he didn't look at me.

I felt myself start to shake, out of everything I found that is what broke my heart – because I knew that he would still stand by what he had decided. Forsaking me and leaving me alone to give birth.

"So is he yours now? Did you get custody?"

"Yes." His voice was so soft and sad.

"Are you going to take my kids away from me next?"

He looked up at me wide eyed, seeing the hurt on his face made me

"I would never...you are a good mom, I...I have come to take you home, all three of you."

"I don't want to go with you."

He stood up and slowly walked back to the bedroom, I put my arms around myself shivering, he came back into the room without Aiden, I knew that he had put him back in the cradle.

"Come here Baby Girl..."

I shook my head backing away, but he kept on moving forward.

"Ashe...please...let me hold you, it's been almost a year, please. I'll only hold you for a second."

"Austin..."  Without realizing what I was doing I moved forward, he pulled me into a huge hug, one arm around my waist, the other hand on the back of my head pulling me against him, I burst into tears sobbing into his chest.