My Songs

Truth

⚠WARNING⚠: Slight mentions of suicide and depression.

I'm screaming at the top of my lungs

Hoping that somebody 'll hear it

I'm trying like there's no tomorrow

'Cause I feel I'm gonna lose it soon

I keep these feelings locked up

I keep on acting so tough

I keep on trying like theres no tomorrow 'cause,

I'm soon gonna be gone from this earth

Liberated from this dirt

All these people saying that I shouldn't do it 

None of them know how much it hurts to be

Me

I wish it didn't hurt as much

I wish I didn't feel so crushed

Keep getting blocked in every path I take

Being cut too short and layin' awake

Oh, no ones gonna help me

Gotta do it on my own

But, oh, sometimes it hurts,

Hurts too much to think that 

I've lost it again

I think losing is all I've ever known

Why am I me?

Why am I so out of hope?

Why am I so down in the drain?

Why can't I have a better heart?

A better brain?

A better voice?

I'm trying too hard,

Got too many questions

I'm holding on too tight

Got too many insecurities

Lost all trust,

All faith in life

Keep dreaming of the one day when life will shine some light

But I know that it won't,

Not on me at least

Feel like I'm living a stupid movie when

I'm high on hopes

'Cause the next sec

I'm down on the floor

Can it change?

Will it ever look brighter?

Oh, whoa, I don't think so.

'Cause if I try harder

people just laugh harder

Whenever I try to fit in

I always get shoved out.

Theres no use in hope

'Cause I'll be gone soon.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxHi guys, This song is quite personal, Its not my best work, but I hope you like it.

Please vote and comment if you like it.

TPWK

Sxx.