My Songs

My Reality

⚠WARNING⚠: Mentions of self-harm and depression .

So much pain

I forgot why its even there

So stuck up in everyone's shit

Got drowned in my own mental bs

Feel so stupid writing this

Comparing myself to the god of music

All feels lost

Death is at my door.

Feel so ugly

Feel so lost.

When my hopes' high

It feels like living in a stupid fairytale

'Cause right after

I feel like ending my own tale

Hearing all the 'don't give up's' and all the 'life'll get betters'

Makes me feel like I'm living in a gutter.

Feel so ugly 

Feel so low

I still don't know where I'm going with this nightmare

I got way too many dreams to fall asleep

Feel so ugly

Feel so low

Got to see the blood to believe I'm alive

And look like a physco when

I try to defend myself

Feel so ugly

Feel so low

Keep believing people's shit

And fucking my self up, 

Its so hard

Feel so ugly 

Feel so low

I'm stuck and running from life.

I just wanna break free

And I just want to be me.

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Its really important to get help or talk to someone if you are feeling low.

I'm always here for you guys. You can pm me if you want to talk, rant or just want company.

Love you all<33

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