Learn to love (syndisparklez)

Tragedy

Warning! not everything is as it seems.
(Listen to just a dream by Carrie underwood, for this)

Toms P.O.V
I awoke in a dim lighted room with Tucker asleep at my feet. My mind instantly went to... Sparklez!?

"T-Tucker where is sparklez i said trying to get up. "Oh my god tom, thank the gods your up" he said hugging me.

"Where is sparklez" I said horsely. "Oh Tom he is not doing so well. He has a lot of blood loss and four broken ribs" he said with tears. "W-what n-no, let me see him" I said, almost crying.

"Tom dec and champ are working on him right now, I just want to say to not get your hopes up" he said hugging me again. I didn't push away I just cried into his shoulder "T-Tucker I-I h-he can't d-die" I said sobbing.

Sonja comes in crying and so does wag "T-Tom I'm so sorry but sparklez didn't make it he died on the table" dec said. "What no, no he didn't he can't. That's not possible" I said getting up I ran into the operating room.

There he was lying there, I waited for a rise and fall of his chest. But I saw nothing, his cold pale face. "NOOOO" I screamed. I rested my head on his chest and cried, nothing I felt nothing .

"Why you, it should've been me not you. Jordan please"... I cried. I felt nothing, nothing felt real.

3rd Person

There are five stages of grief. They look different on all of us, but there are always five.
Sonja:Denial.
Ianite:Anger.
Tucker:Bargaining.
Tom:Depression.
Wag:Acceptance

"No he is not dead this is not real." Sonja cried to tucker.

"No! He was practically my son! He can't be dead no" Ianite yelled as she slayed monsters in the end, letting a single tear shed.

"God he doesn't Deserve this it should've been me" Tucker said as Sonja cried to him.

Tom hasn't left his room in days. He hasn't eaten, moved, changed, showered. Nothing but silence and tears in the dark of his house. "I loved you so much. Goodbye my almost lover" Tom says to himself.

"I accept his death but I cry every night. I am just the one who is there for everyone else" wag says to Martha.

Jordan's funeral is in one week. Everyone is a wreck but Tom however is not ok. He lost a couple pounds, has grown a beard. Hasn't left his bed, the others are worried but don't bother him.

We shall check up on everything in one weeks time.