Learn to love (syndisparklez)

Sparkley tears

Sparklez P.O.V

I cant believe i said that, I'm so stupid she probably thinks I'm gross. God Jordan why do you have to be such a screw-up. I just kept on running until i collapsed of tiredness, i layed there in the middle of the woods somewhere. I let the tears flow down my face and felt a all too familiar itch in my wrist. No, stop you said you would quit.

I have too... I took the blade that i had brought with me and sliced it across my wrist. The pain hurt but i ignored it.

One for Jerry

Two for Sonja

one for tucker

Three for tom...

I let the darkness consume me and fell into a deep unconsciousness.

Toms P.O.V

I'm getting a bit worried for sparklez its nighttime and he still isn't home. So i called Sonja on my communicator.

tom: Sonja you there

Sonja: yea whats up

Tom: have seen sparklez its nighttime and he isn't home.

Sonja: uhhhh no i thought he went back to you

Tom: Uh oh where is he? He is new and doesn't know the land.

Sonja : ill come to your house with tucker and we can look for him, ill be over in 5.

Tom; thanks Sonja and hurry!

Sonja's P.O.V

i feel bad for lying to tom but i had to. im pretty sure it would amke it worse if i told tom the truth.
time skip to meet at toms

Toms P.O.V

" Ok we all should split up we can scan the area, but dont go too far" sonja said sternly. " alright lets go find sparklez" i said. We headed outside Tucker gave sonja a quick kiss and we split.

Three hours of searching

I was about to loose all hope until i herd tucker yell " GUYS I FOUND JORDAN"! All my hope came back to me as a smile tugged at the corners of my lips as i ran to tuckers voice. But as i approached jordan my smile faded away.

He looked horrible. All the color has drained from his face and there was a pool of blood surrounding his wrists... No why did he do this to himself. The cuts they were so many. There was a gasp from sonja as she was tearing up at the sight.

I was also tearing up, this was horrible. I picked him up bridal style. His body was cold and wet with his chest faintly rising and falling. At least he was alive. Sonja had a look of guilt on her face, i wonder why. Tucker was doing his best to comfert her.

Time skip back to the house

I gently set sparklez on the bed. I went and got bandages and wrapped up his wrist, then got a couple blankets from the closet to make sure he wouldnt catch a cold. He is too beautiful for this. Wait what am i saying why do i keep thinking this.

Do i like sparklez?