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OVER-THINKERS, are people who take a long time to make a decision or after making one they over think that decision . questioning themselves if they made the right one, if people they love will suffer from their decision or if they self will suffer from them.
or they simply are scared of the consequences, like this example.
you rob a bank, you get caught and spend years-to life sentence in jail, and where's the money?
back at the bank and where are you?
rotting in some dirty as prison cell.
y/n on the other hand was thinking about another thing, which was asking bakugo to go on a family gathering with her, it has been a eight months since they were dating. you see, y/n was struggling on asking him but on the other hand her mother wanted to know the guy she was always on dates with, and her aunt also kinda invited him.
those kinds of thoughts were crossing her mind. somehow she wasn't sure if she wants bakugo to meet her family, not because he's not worthy or anything she just didn't want him to be uncomfortable since her family can be a little superficial.
you know you gotta see it like that, let's starts from the bottom.
living in this corrupt society, that teaches kids that crying is a bad thing, giving the kid a 'bad' reputation, getting told that they are "cry babies" or that they should "man up" which is a terrible thing to say, but that's a topic of another day. significantly interferes in raising up children. our parents don't know how much pain they can cause with those words and the serious consequences that deeply root into their child's personality, when insulting their child like that in their childhood years because they don't know better.
which is why whenever y/n would cry as a kid, her mother would say something like "stop crying before I give you a reason to cry." or her friends would start calling her a 'cry baby'
getting told those things left a big mark on the girls ego,because of that, she started over playing it with confidence in order to superficially brush it off while it still hurts on the inside. well and we know one person who does that too, don't we?
that was one of the reasons,bakugo katsuki enjoyed being around y/n l/n and one of the reasons he started falling for her, katsuki felt understood by her even though they had completely other backgrounds surrounding that topic.
he was told that he was great since he was a child, so he had to reach those goals that were set. everyone told him that he'd make a great hero, everyone supported him and didn't tell him his wrong doings, so he stoped spotting them. however those things changed, when he was able to see the goodness in his childhood friend izuku which he could not find within himself. bakugo had everything, izuku had nothing and yet so much that bakugo desperately desired.
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midnight love, bakugo katsuki
Romance━━nights don't feel as tough anymore. katsuki bakugo / female reader ©02/14/22 rewritten