Chapter 4

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Tazmin •POV•

I cant believe he actually kept this. This picture after 3 years. He still had it. He had it as his wallpaper. Maybe he still had feelings for me. But then why did he date all those other girls? To get me jealous? I doubt that. To make me think that he didnt care? Well that worked. I shouldn't be stressing about this......we.....decided that we couldnt be together because of Madison. Plus now im with Vinny......I wasnt going to break up with him just because Spikey finally noticed his feelings for me. I tried to convince myself that but as much as i tried I couldn't stop staring at the picture. I was trying to look away when all of a sudden I heard the bedroom door open and close and there. There in the door frame. Spikey stood staring at in utter shock.

Spikey- Taz I can explain.

He said as he tried to get closer to me and shut the computer off but I didnt let him.

Tazmin- Spikey, I thought I told you to delete this. Who else has seen this?

Spikey- No one but me....not even Madison when I know hes coming over I change it.

Tazmin- Why dont you change it forever? Why have this? You made it clear that you didnt want anything with me when you started dating all those girls.

Spikey- I made it clear? Tazmin Nicole Alamia, I have wanted you since the first day I met you......I have always wanted to be with you......,.to be the one kissing you and holding you hand......but no you chose Vinny.

Tazmin- Spikey it wasnt like that.......you know we could never get together. For multiple reasons.

Spikey- What multiple reason!? Madison? I assure you that if we told Madison how WE feel for each other he would understand. What else? Vinny? He known how I feel for you but no he had to go an ask you out. Our parents? They would be more than happy my parents love you and your parents love me. Theres nothing that could really stop us except......you. Tazmin just admit it you still have feeling for me and I still have feelings for you. Tazmin Nicole Alamia......I love you.

Tazmin- Spikey please stop.......you knew that I had strong feeling for you too but you decided to go out with all those girls and you knew it killed me but you still kept going out with more and more girls........you knew how I felt.

Spikey- Taz I went out with all those girls trying to get over you because you said we could never be together.........all those girls were to try to get me to forget about you but I never could........I could never get you out of my mind.......all I thought and still think about is you........only you Tazmin.

Tazmin- Spikey we cant especially not right now........specially now that im with Vinny.

Spikey- Tazmin all I want is you.....

Tazmin- Spikey stop......I think it better if I just leave.

Spikey- Leave do whatever you want I give up I try and try but........I cant wait for you forever. After you walk out that door just never come back.

With those last words I grabbed my book bag and left. I began walking home and when I knew i was at least two blocks away from Spikey house I began to cry. I just lost my best friend. The guy that I had a crush on for five years. The guy who I spent most of my childhood with. The guy who brought my self esteem up after all the bullying. The guy who had always been there for me through thick an thin. I had lost Michael Fusco my best friend, crush, partner in crime, my protector. When I finally reached home I just sat on the porch.....crying. I heard the door creak a little and begin to wipe away the tears. I look up and see Madison.

Madison- Taz you alright? Are you hurt? Did Vinny do something to you? I swear if he did hes dead.

Tazmin- No Mad....it was Spikey.

Madison- What did he do?

Tazmin- I lost him. He finally exploded and....

Madison- What do you mean Taz? What happened?

Tazmin- Spikey finally exploded and let out all the feeling he has for me and I cant.......I cant be with him

Madison- Taz what have you done to Mikey? Hes not like that.....we all know hes in love with you.

Tazmin- You knew?

Madison- Well duh we all knew Taz and I know you feel the same way for him.

Tazmin- I cant be with him tho......im with Vinny.

Madison- Well-

At that moment from down the street I see Spikey running up to our house.

Spikey •POV•

I couldnt just stay in my room and let her get away. I love her and I need her. All I want is her.....shes the only one for me. I put on my sneakers and grabbed a hoodie and went to find her. The only place she could have gone right now is her house. So I decide to go there. When I finally reached her house she was on her porch talking with Madison. When they see me Madison goes inside and leaves me and Tazmin. Gosh shes beautiful.

Tazmin- Spikey.....im sorry I-

Spikey- Tazmin kiss me

Tazmin- I ca-

Spikey- No Tazmin im going to kiss you and if you feel uncomfortable or you dont want me to kiss you just say stop.

With that I slowly began to lessen the space between us. I put my hands on her waist and lean down and kiss her.

The kiss was soft and short but it meant the world to me. As soon a she pulled apart I didnt know what todo so I just ran back home without saying a word to her.

Vinny •POV•

After Alessandra picked me up from school I wen to the studio with her and Bianca. After I thought it would be nice to surprise Tazmin at her house. I asked Al to stop at Stop&Shop and I went and bought chocolate covered strawberries and a white rose. When we got home I told my mom I was going to sleepover at Madison's and I grabbed my things and started walking. As I began reaching Taz's house I saw Mikey run out of there and Tazmin on her porch. I ran up to her and hugged her really tight. All she did was giggle. I snuggled her closer to me and whispered in her ear.

Vinny- Hey baby

Tazmin- Well hello there Mr. Castronovo

Vinny- Aww why so formal?

Tazmin- Hahaha hey babe

Vinny- Better.

I grabbed her and gave her a small peck on the lips.

Vinny- Whats up with Mikey why did her run out of here?

Tazmin- Oh umm.........I think he was late or something idk

Vinny- Ohh okay well guess what.!

Tazmin- What babe?

Vinny- I got us chocolate covered strawberries, the Notebook on dvd, and im staying the night.

Tazmin- Aww yay we can sleep in the movie room.

Vinny- Yay! Well lets get inside and get this started.

Tazmin- Okayyy.!

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