Meant for more (Amezona)

Chapter 32

Amelias POV

I am honestly pretty upset with Arizona, she said she didn't engage it but still

That girl was pretty, anyone could notice that. And I am willing to bet she doesn't have a kid

Arizona could be with her, and could go out to parties without worrying about me.

I know I love Arizona, and I don't want to lose her

But how do I know she won't kiss the girl again, or another girl at a different party

How do I know she wants me exclusively

My worries just being brought up again, I don't understand why she wants me, I have less to offer than all the other girls, most of them can hang out and do things as they please. I have Chris

Right now its Chris' nap time and Derek and Addison had to go to work again after being called in

However Chris wanted me no where near him, he wanted his Zona to put him down for a nap and she was willing so I just let her, I didn't really want to argue with her anymore

As I was laying in bed she walked back in and sat on the edge of the bed

"He's asleep" she says and I nod and don't look away from my phone

"Amelia look at Me" she says and again I don't respond

"Amelia" she says sternly and I groan and look at her

"What?" I snap and she climbs into my lap

"Arizona what are you doing" I sigh

"I want you to be honest with me, I know you're upset and I'm so sorry. But baby I promise I didn't want that, I thought we were just being friends until she kissed me. It didn't even last a second I pushed her away and told her about you" she explains

"But she's pretty" I whisper and Arizona sighs

"Yes, yes she is. But you my love are beautiful, you extend far more than just pretty," she says and I can't help but blush, cheesy

"And she doesn't have a kid" I tell her

"I don't know that. Do you? I wouldn't have guessed you had one until you told me"  she says and I shrug

"I know that you're worried that I will get tired of you and Chris but I can promise you that is not the case, I will keep telling you this as much as you need me too" she says and I sit up to kiss her

"I know" I say

"I love you Arizona, and I trust you. I'm just scared" I admit

"I can't lose you" I whisper

"You're never losing me" she says and leans down to kiss me and I move my hands to her waist.

"I love you" she whisper against my lips and I smile and try to flip us over but she wouldn't move

"Not this time," she smirks

"Arizona" I whine and she chuckles and kissed my neck until she found my soft spot and I couldn't help but melt into her

"That's more like it"she mumbles and palms my breast over my shirt

I couldn't reply to her, I was too caught up in everything, I was feeling too good

"Can we take this off?" She ask and goes to the bottom of my shirt

I wanted her to, but I was nervous about her seeing my body

Since she was distracted I took the time and flipped us over

"No! Amy!" She whines and I chuckle

"Not so fun is it?" I ask