Snapping out of your delirious state you step off the elevator and head towards your room. Half way to your door you stop.
*No, I'm gonna solve this right now!* You say out loud to yourself.
You walk past your door to the last room of the hall. Standing in front of this door you hover your fist ready to knock but your frozen in place. What do I say? What am I doing? NO! I'm going through with this!
*knock knock*
The door opens and Clint is standing there shirtless.
*Yes?* He grins at you.
*Oh, Am I interrupting you? I just wanted to ask you something.* You say while unknowingly biting your bottom lip.
Your doing everything you can to keep your eyes on his face. You make a quick up-down thinking he won't notice, but you hear a guttural laugh come out of him.
*Y/N? Like what u see?* He pokes fun at you.
*Huh? Yes, I mean, no, I mean....uhg!* You throw your hands up to cover your face.
You can feel the red racing over your cheeks. There goes that feeling in the pit of your stomach again. But this time you decide not to fight it. Taking your hands away from your face you look him dead in the eye. Trying not to get lost in the sea of green.
*OK, I'm gonna ask you something, or better yet, try something. Do you trust me?* You spit out while doing your best to keep the confidence in your face. While seeing a sly smirk creep up on his face.
*Should I be worried?* He asks with a brow raised
*No, but you didn't answer my question.* Feeling more confident, you place your left hand on your hip. Now he tries to be sly and look down at you with puppy dog eyes.
*I mean, I guess.* Shrugging his shoulders* What am I trusting u with?*
You take a deep breath, exhaling through your nose, take a step forward and get within inches of him. Your breath hitches and his smell. Before you give yourself a second to over think anything you press your lips to his. At first, you feel him tense, then he puts a hand on the back of your neck. Running his hand up through your hair. He gently pulls on your hair till you separate.
*Look who's gotten ballsy!* Giving u that devilish grin of his. *As much as I would love to see where this goes, we both have a mission to prep for.* He let's go of your hair then kisses your forehead. *Meet me in the conference room as soon as you get showered and suited up.*
With that he closes the door to his room leaving you standing there more confused than you were before.
You take a step back walking back to your room. You pull out your cell phone and dial the only person who you think would be able to make sense of this.
*Hey Y/N. Everything ok?*
Hearing Nat's cheery voice usually helped center you.
*Uh, well.....I need your advice. Can you meet me in my room in 20?* Replaying what just happened in your mind, you bite the inside of your lip. Damn nerves!
*Sure! I'll be there.*
You hang up and quickly hop in the shower to wash off the embarrassment. After stepping out of the shower still wrapped in a towel, there is a knock at your door.
*Has it been 20 mins already?* You think out loud.
*Give me a second Nat.* You holler trying to pull on your uniform as fast as you can.
You open the door as your zipping up the front of your uniform to be met with not Nat's face, but Clint's!
*What are you doing here? I'm almost ready.* Trying to not look embarrassed at how stupid you were the last time he stood before you.
*Can I come in please?*
You can tell he has something he wants to say, but you don't wanna be presumptuous. Letting him in, he closes the door behind him. Then switches the lock.
*What are you doing Clint?* Staring at the mysterious behavior wondering what he has planned.
*Look, Y/N, I'll admit you caught me off guard earlier. I dont want you to think I don't care for you, because I do! I'm just not sure if this is the right step at the current time. We have this mission ahead of us today and we can't let anything cloud our judgment. So, do me a favor, please don't over think this.* With that he grabs you by the waist, pulls you around and pushes you up against your door.
He leans down and kisses you with fire and passion like you have never felt before. He grabs your hands and runs them up the door holding them above your head. Slowly kissing down your neck till he finds that sweet spot. You let out a soft moan.
*knock knock*
*Hey Y/N, I know im a few mins early, but u sounded like you needed to talk.* Nat calls though the door.
*Shit!* You whisper.
*I'll let you two talk. I'm gonna go get the jet ready. Meet me there in 30 mins.* And with that he unlocks the door walking out of your room. Winking as he passes Natasha.
*Uhm, What was that?* She looks at you quizzical.
*That....is why I called you. Idk what im doing.* Trying calm your breathing and focus.
*OK? Did he do something wrong?* She looks at you sideways
*I wouldn't say that.* Biting your lip you refuse to meet her eye.
*Y/N, I've known Clint a long time. He's not an easy egg to crack. If something is going on and I can help, just let me know.*
She grabs your hands squeezing them gently.
*I kissed him, but he didn't react like I thought he would.* Staring at the floor you try hiding the smile on your face.
*Oh! Oh Kay....Well,...uhmmm* Nat stumbles over her words as you try to find the right way to tell her what just happened.
*Well, then he came to my room just a minute ago....and..uh...well, it was HOT!* You can feel yourself start to blush thinking about his lips on yours. Nibbling at your bottom lip.
*Wow! So did u two....*
*No! I mean, not yet, but idk if he wants to. It's like he's sending me mixed signals.* You throw your hands up then drop them to your sides.
*Listen Y/N, Don't think too much about it. Just go into this mission knowing that no matter what, you have something you get to come back and explore.* With that she gives you a big hug and saunters out your door.
*Ok, breath Y/N, mission time.* Shaking your arms wildly at your side you grab your gear and head for the Jet.
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Catching The Hawk
FanfictionY/N is the newest member of the Avengers. She is having a hard time fitting in, until she finds a friendship with an unlikely partner. Or is it more? She has to face the fears of her past and the challenges of her future all while figuring out why h...
