'Dear Diary' (BakuDeku) ('Love Story)(fluff & smut))

Chapter 3: Deku's abs

~•Time Skip•~ [The next day]

Bakugo is sitting in the common room
and playing on his phone.He looks over to Deku and Uraraka.
He stares at Deku for a while,Suddenly Deku lifts up his shirt a bit to expose a small cut on his stomach,Uraraka touches it "Aw Deku, How did you do it?"
"Oh I just tripped,Oww"
"Sorry,Sorry,I'll stop touching it.
Bakugo is staring at Deku's exposed upper body and going red.He doesn't want to stare but he can't help himself. He can't seem to keep his eyes off Deku's abs. He see's Uraraka whisper to Deku and then she points at Bakugo.
"Deku..he's looking at you"
Deku looks over to him and drops his shirt so it covers him up again,He goes bright red.
Bakugo quickly looks away.
He hears Deku and Uraraka giggling.

Bakugo gets bored and remembers he has his new diary in his bag,So he gets it out and covers it with his arm so nobody see's him writing in it.

Dear Diary,
Today I am feeling better than usual,I had a good breakfast and I'm currently sitting in the common room. Deku lifted his shirt up in the common room and I seen some of his upper body..like his abs...six pack ♥︎
He is so hot...he had a small cut on his stomach,He said to pink cheecks that he tripped.He seen me looking and I think he blushed a bit..he doesn't know I like him,I don't think he does anyway.
I think I've wrote to much about him so here are my feelings:
I feel happy. Is that too basic?
I feel a bit relaxed..I felt a bit electric when I seen Deku's abs..I don't know what I mean by electric,I had shivers and I think I was a bit...horny.
Damn this is so weird,I shouldn't be writing this. But I am because paper can't judge or realise how weird I'm being.

Bakugo is going to continue writing when Kirishima sits down next to him
"What you got there bro?" Kirishima asks,Reaching for Bakugo's diary.
Bakugo quickly shuts the diary and puts it in his bag.
"It's nothing..just a sketchbook"
"Oh right"
Kirishima gets his phone out of his pocket and goes on it.
They both sit there in silence for a while.
Kirishima looks at Bakugo who is staring at Deku.
"Checking out Izuku?"Kirishima asks as he pats his shoulder.
"What? No of course not.."
"But you were staring at him"
"Yeah..doesn't mean I'm 'checking him out' "
"Alright..looked like you were"
"I wasn't!! I'm not gay!!"
"Ok..ok..calm down.."
Bakugo hits the arm of the chair in frustration. He closes his eyes and counts under his breath quietly.
"One...Two...Three...Four...Five...Six...
Seven.."
"What are you doing?"
"Counting.."
"Lame"
Bakugo quickly gets up and walks off.

Bakugo is at his bedroom when someone knocks on his door.
He goes to the door and opens it.
"Deku? What do you want"
"H-Hi Kacchan,Sorry to bother you but uh- You left your bag in the c-common room"Deku says with a nervouse smile and pale cheecks.
He grabs the bag and quickly looks inside it to make sure his diary is still in it "phew.." He says in a tone of relief.
"Uh thanks"
"No problem,Bye Kacchan!"
"See ya nerd...."
Bakugo sits at his desk and opens his diary.

He starts doodling in it "My therapist never said I couldn't draw in it"
He starts drawing the name Deku in big bubble writing and draws hearts and patterns around it.
He draws a small sketch of Deku's abs and draws an arrow coming of it saying 'Hot'
Underneath his drawing he starts writing

Dear Diary
Deku is so hot. I want to be with him every second of everyday. I wanna..look after him and cuddle him and treat him well. I can't though..It hurts when I think about not ever being able to be with him..I know it will never happen but I still have thoughts of him screaming my name whilst I..
I'm not gonna finish that scentence..
Maybe one day I will build up the courage to ask him out..I feel as if even if I did ask him out,He would say no because of how horrible I am to him..So I should start being a bit nicer to him I think...I feel emotional and a bit upset right now. I want a hug..From anyone,I don't care who it is I just want a hug..or to feel loved or something..

A tear falls onto the page. Bakugo wipes his eyes and closes his diary
"Fucking stupid idea..stupid diary..Stupid everything!!"
He puts the diary back under his pillow and lays on his bed,Deep in his thoughts.

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