After chastising yourself, you quickly got dressed before making your way to Bucky'a room. You wanted to apologise again and clear the air not wanting dinner with everyone to be the next time you saw him. Making your way towards his room, you hoped you didn't bump into Loki, he was the last person you wanted to see right now especially after the whole conversation in the elevator where he spoke in riddles and practically cheated on Darcy when he kissed you. Oh my gosh, he cheated. You then wondered how you'd tell Darcy, if she even deserved your decency after being with Loki in the first place. Arriving at Bucky's room, you knocked the door before patently waiting for him to open it.
"One second." You heard him call from the other side of the door before he opened it. "Y/n."
"I'm so sorry." You apologised, walking past Bucky and into the room not wanting everyone to hear your conversation. "I—" you began before seeing the state of Bucky's bed. "Oh." You said awkwardly spotting the bottle of lotion on the bedside table as well as the explicit magazine on the bed. "Sorry are you busy?"
"No." He answered quickly, stepping past you before shoving the magazine under his pillow as if that would make this situation any less awkward.
"I don't want to interrupt—"
"It's fine." He assured.
"I mean I could come back if you—"
"I already finished." He blurted.
"Okay." You replied slowly, avoiding his gaze.
"What did you want to say?" He prompted, catching your attention again.
"I'm so sorry about earlier. I love you Bucky I do but as a friend." You spoke.
"Yeah." He agreed with a smile "I don't know what we were thinking earlier. I love you like that too doll although I wouldn't mind a repeat." He teased jokingly.
"Oh quiet you." You laughed before presenting your hand "forgive me?"
"Nothing to forgive." He grinned "come let's go get some drinks." He suggested, grabbing your hand.
You both made your way towards the bar downstairs. "Did you speak to Darcy?" Bucky questioned after a while of you both drinking.
You took a deep breath remembering your earlier encounter with Loki. How were you going to tell her about it?
"No." You answered "why?"
"She has a few things she needs to explain."
"Like what?" You asked, sipping your drink.
"Her and Loki aren't together."
"What?" You gasped, spitting out your drink.
"They're not together together." He clarified uselessly.
"Whattt?"
"He's only with her to make you je—" he began but you couldn't hear it, you were too focused on the sight of Darcy and Loki walking in, hand in hand. Your breath hitched when he dropped her hand instead placing his hand on the small of her back as he lead them both towards a table. He whispered something into her ear that made her giggle and you saw red. How dare he do this to her after he kissed you. He wasn't going to ruin someone else's life. You quickly downed your drink before standing up, ignoring Bucky calling after you.
"Y/n." Loki greeted once you reached their table.
"Don't y/n me." You scoffed "after everything you said earlier, you're here doing that with her in my face." You saw Darcy wearing a confused expression and so you looked at her "sorry to break it to you but Lokis a bastard and he kissed me earlier so he's also a cheat as well as an absolute cunt." You exclaimed causing Darcy to put a hand over mouth.
"Y/n hear them out." Bucky said, arriving at the table as he put a steadying hand on your arm.
"Hear them out?" You huffed, looking between the three of them. They began to speak as you felt a deep hurt rising inside of you. It was if they were teaming up against you. Like the walls were closing in on you. You tried to keep your breathing even as their voices blended into one. You blinked, wanting to rid yourself of the double vision.
"We're not together." Darcy insisted.
"Darcy is telling the truth." Bucky defended.
"Y/n, are you alright?" Loki asked, standing up.
"CAN YOU ALL JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP!" You yelled causing the three of them to fall silent as Loki sat back down. "I can't hear when you're all speaking over each other like a group of barbarians. One by one please, you have ten seconds, Loki you have five. Bucky you're up." You prompted Bucky to speak.
"Darcy and Loki aernt in a relationship in fact they're only here to make you jealous" Bucky spoke quickly.
"And you knew?" You gasped feeling betrayed.
"I just found out." He tried to justify.
"When?" You questioned through gritted teeth.
"Before." He clarified knowing what you were referring to when you asked.
"Before. You were still gonna even though you knew their was a chance Loki still liked me." You said as your lip trembled. Bucky was really willing to sleep with you with that knowledge. Prick.
"Love." Loki interrupted.
"Shush you." You said, pointing at Loki.
"Y/n—" Bucky began.
"You're next." You said, ignoring Bucky as you looked at Darcy.
"Loki has a lot of explaining to do I know that but please understand that we are not together y/n. He only loves you." Darcy rushed, speaking hurriedly before taking a deep breath.
"Why do you all keep bringing up the L word, if Loki truly loved me he wouldn't have done what he did." You said as if Loki wasn't in the room.
"I do love you please—" Loki spoke.
"And that's your time up." You interrupted before turning to leave, ignoring Loki calling after you as you fought to keep your tears hidden.
"I have been patient. Far too patient." Loki opined, making his way towards you before standing infront of you. "You will hear me out and whatever you decide after is completely up to you, I'll never bother you again if that's what you want." He insured.
"Fuck you." You replied, pushing past him.
"Forgive me." He sighed before picking you up and throwing you over his shoulder. So fucking strong for fuck sake, one of the many reasons you loved him.
"HELP! KIDNAP! HES KIDNAPPING ME!" You yelled as he carried you away.
"Shh." He said, smile evident in his tone as he slapped the back of your thighs.
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The Country Club
FanfictionLoki x reader One morning you receive an invitation inviting you to Thor and Janes opening of their new country club. You're excited to see them but the memory of your 'ex' Loki leaves you feeling anxious after he left. Can you reconcile or are you...