God's and Godess's

9. The feeling of

It was quiet, has been for a while. God's are patient beings, with no sence of time or anything really. Just curiosity. If they get too attached to a human they make said human emortal and if other, stronger gods found out said God would be destroyed.

Thankfully, after being exiled, these three Gods now just have eachother.
It's all they really need.

God's will exist forever, 'till the end of time' they say, but does time ever end? No, it doesn't.
That's the thing, time doesn't end, and neither do God's.

Unless, they become human.
Then and only then will a god die. But.. I guess their no longer God so it doesn't really count anymore does it?

The three Gods banishment was a long story.

One year, their happily messing with the mortals of a world young Deity Y/n had made.
The God's refused to call them by They or them. Instead by dead names that the three now considered to be long gone and should never ever be resurfaced.

Y/n, never felt as if they belonged, but with mortals they could be whoever they wanted.
Whoever saw them, would die before any other God could catch them.

That's the thrill of it.

The first?

Chaos. Or Kaos as Y/n referred to him as. Along with many, many others.

First immortal. He was chaotic, bold but filled the void that swarmed Y/n like the night that had fallen.
Kaos had met others, befriended them. And Y/n, oh poor Y/n, sad and lonely. Forever to be cursed with kindness welcomed them despite everything they had known at the time. Made every last one emortal.

Y/n made their first world for them specially. Let the emortals name it too.
Heaven
They called it Heaven.

Icarus was first to fall.
And fall he did. Beleived he could become more, so, so much more than what was possible. Y/n promised him too much.
He became impatient. And burned.
Not even emortals can survive betraying their god.

It was a rule among the gods. The way to make emortals. The second they betray their god, their emortality disappears.
They started to debate on wether their actually emortal or not.

And it hurt to watch.
God's are beings of patience. In some world's their known as watchers.

Never get involved with mortals. Y/n was always warned.
They'll pull you in, and they'll never let go, until you do.
Notch has never been so right. The oldest, the beginning he's known as.
Now?
The three Gods know him as pure evil.

Notch had found out. Along with other God's. And they forced Y/n to the void. Brought up their control panels, or whatever they use to create these worlds, be it empty space or anything.

They combined it, and made them watch as their beloved family of emortals die. Each loosing hope one by one.
Fighting amongst eachother one by one.
Y/n was forced, to bless every single newborn child in that entire world and watch as they all dropped like flies, simply because the God's could.

The reason? Entertainment.
The others found it like a play, some more tradgic than others. But the biggest tragedy of all, will forever be the way Y/n would thrash agenst the gods invincible holds with their own power. Understandably so.

Anger. Sadness. Depression

Whatever caused them to snap. Whether it started at Hades, and how he was banished so easily to the underworld by his own brothers.

How Zues was so careless about the way he treated his own brother.

Or maybe it started when Icarus died and its just been growing since. You'll never know.

But you cracked.
You failed.
And you killed.
Another God, in cold blood, for laughing at how pathetic they all were.

Y/n had gained said gods powers.
The thing that scares them the most?
Is that they felt nothing.

God's are thought that they have no such feelings.
They do not have a heart.
But, that was the first time Y/n had ever truly felt so Heartless.

They'd rather never feel such a way again.

DreamXD and Daydream.

Two God's that Y/n had cherished. They had known about the world of emortals.
Even put their own in there.
Once Y/n had escaped the gods cage they Killed another God and went running back to them.

Three of them, in XD's world to the mortals in XD's world at the it was just another storm.

Y/n had broken down, completely. Daydream and DreamXD hated it. Despised it. That look. Their voice. Their story.
Which was odd. Terrible, because the two God's had always said that their was nothing Y/n could do to make them feel such ways.

They weren't used to it. Feelings. Usually they were pushed down. Forced away. Now looking at Y/n and how broken and violent they were. They hated every bit of it.
And the other God's, called forth a trial.

For murder of their brethren.

Y/n, had but two options.
Death. Or mortality.

A trial was something it was not. Y/n was not justified for their actions. It was simply a way of getting punishment. Immediately the two options were held out without a skip of a beat.

The gods voted. All but Daydream and DreamXD.
It was a tie.
The others turned to the two for their vote..

They refused.

Y/n was in another world. Which was funny, they thought, because their in the space between. There is no world there.
Still, they find themselves there.
Imagining that feeling.
The emptiness.
The way they were devoid of feeling.

''Have you ever killed a god..'' They asked to no one. Not realising they said it out loud. And still not realising they said it.

''The way they say, gods have no heart. Or feelings. They are Heartless.. '' they continued. In their own daze, every god turned to them, completely confused.

''But when I killed them.. I've never felt so Heartless. Devoid of everything.. and after.. I've never felt anything since..'' Then they turned to notch. A completely empty look on their face that even made the strongest of gods shiver.

They all felt it. No god or goddess admitted it.
That threat, that they felt comming. Now that Y/n knows how to kill a god. They could do it again. Now, only Notch and Y/n are they only gods to have killed others.
They're the only ones that know how.

All God's felt that chill, the uneasiness that came with their words. The shivers that crept through their emortal body's. One even shivered. The others did not point it out.

As it was Notch himself, that could feel. And it was him who shivered.
He who felt something and sure they all felt something.

But Notch, the Beginning. Notch the most godly of gods. Showed emotion and not just any emotion. It was fear.

''Is this what it feels to be god? Because.. I don't want it. Not anymore.''

And those very words caused every single one to flinch. To feel. And it made them shiver.

Every god ignored it. All but two. And they were spiteful.

Y/n was exiled. Not to the mortals plain. For others feared, but did not say fear.
They beleived after gaining the other God powers, Y/n would be too powerful to contain. So they were banished to as far as they could bring them.

Two God's stayed behind.
For they promised to be together, till the end of time.

And time never ends.