My love for you is so great I can't put it into words. No matter how many sappy poems and songs I listen to it still feels they aren't meaningful enough, I could tell you all about how you're my favourite book and I never wanna put you down or that I would kill just marry you with paper rings but that's barely even half of how I feel. It almost feels like the words haven't been invented yet but I'm sure someone out there has used them and forgot to write them down. Nothing in this known universe is big, or bold enough to give a visual representation of just how much you mean to me let alone how much I love you.
I always thought love was supposed to hurt or leave you feeling different, not in a bad way though most of the time it was but just not happy. that's all I ever felt and all I ever saw, my mom wasn't happy in marriage and my dad never dated anyone after my mom cause it hurt too much. And yet when I'm with you I've never felt more alive, I've never been so happy to be me. I was told that men don't like nerds or weird girls, that I should be a normal girl that wears dresses and knows how to cook, clean and be a good housewife. You have never made me feel that way, you constantly let me feel loved and wanted. I'm definitely still learning on being able to accept all your compliments and the little things you remember that may not mean much to you but it really means everything to me. I guess this is my way of saying thank you for knowing I'm gonna get a Shirley temple and getting it for me, or adding bacon to my burger when I forget and grabbing my favourite flavour of soda without even thinking about it.
I honestly can't say enough how much I have wanted this and now that I have it it's more than I could have ever dreamed of. I've been in love with you for so long and it took me 4 fucking years and several idiot exes to realize I was happiest with you and that's the only kind of happiness I want. I know it hasn't even been two months but I've known you as a person for a lot longer than that and that's why I can say I feel like this cause you feel like this too and I can see it in your face when you say...
"I love you"
NAME REDACTED, you mean everything to me and I wouldn't change that for the world. I'm currently writing this whole thing while you're asleep on the phone next to me and as much as I want you actually next to me I wouldn't have been able to write all this nonsense and finally find the words I've been looking for this whole time...
"I love you too"
