I have thought I'd be writing here again. But I need together things out and nobody else seems to be listening. So its been awhile so let me catch you up😂.
I moved down the street and its nice......kinda. Its a house now so that's fun and I got my own room for once, but the one thing ONE THING I was promised here was space and its the one thing I don't have. Kinda funny how the middle man get left out.
I have a boyfriend and he's perfect! His names Bradley, he's on the football team and he's way to good for me but he doesn't believe that🤭. He makes me soooo happy and I don't want to lose him ever! The way my life is going I'm scared that's gonna happen.....I'm scared I won't be able to take that if it does happen.
With this quarantine I'm starting to lose it too which doesn't help the fact everyone here already thinks I don't do enough. Now I'm home all day and I'm doing twice as much but because I do it silently and politely like I'm told I'm suddenly not doing it at all and I'm just lying.
Okay that's all I can take writing right now as its getting kinda hard to type though the tears 😹 but hey that's not your problem. I promise I'll get back to writing soon I just need to feel.......safe. yea I just wanna feel safe. ❤ anyway its 3am go good morning? 😊
