Beautiful stranger [A little mix/1D/Union J fanfic]

Chapter 8

Josh’s P.O.V

I was extremely nervous as I drove to Samantha’s house. Flashbacks came back from when we first met. I couldn’t help but think what would have happened if I didn’t decide to go for a walk? Or what would have happened if I went out as JOSH. I hate lying, I really do. I’m just afraid of people judging me before they get to know me. I love that I’m pursuing my dreams but it had a cost.

I finally reached the address Sam gave me; I parked the car and sat there for 5 minutes. I took a depth breath as I closed my eyes to indorse all that is about to happen. I was taking Sammy out to the park for a small picnic and then go for a walk. I came with my car but Jaymi was going to pick it up and take it after we leave.

I walked to her doorstep and rang the bell. I was still scared, nervous, but most of all excited.  I heard the door lock twist as she opened the door, I looked up and her beauty took away my breath. She was dressed casually, but she was still breathtaking. Calling her beautiful, sensational is an understatement.

“Hi” She finally breathed interrupting my thoughts.

“Hey” I shot a smile back “Shall we?” I said as I extended my arm for her to grab my hand. She instantly placed her hands delicately on mine and took a step forward. I couldn’t stop staring at her eyes, something about them was moving.

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“Okay, ummm” She said as she placed her thumb playfully on her lips pretending to think hard. “What is your favorite movie?” She asked.

“Favorite movie of all time?” I asked and she instantly nodded “Fast five” I answered without hesitation. Her eyes widened when she heard my answer, something told me she loved that movie too.

“Let me guess, you like it too?” I asked as I grabbed another strawberry “You have no idea” She stated as she sat next to me eating fruits.

It felt good, it genuinely felt good. We had a lot of things in common. What’s the best thing about it is that I know she’s being real, because frankly, she thinks I’m normal. I wish people kept treating me normal.

Another hour passed as we exchanged information. It was as if we were one person. I was starting to really like Samantha, it may be too soon but I really did like Samantha.

The sun was setting and the view was beautiful from our location. Samantha and I just laid down staring at the sky that was turning red as the sun escaped from above. There were no words spoken just the sound of her breath and the sound of the blowing by. It was getting cold; I was sure of that when she shivered a bit. I instantly got up to my knees and took off my Jacket.

“Here you go” I said as I placed it on her delicate tiny body. “Thank you” She warmly replied.

I stood up and extended my arms where she was still sitting “Will you give me the honor of this walk?” I asked then smiled on how stupid that may have sounded.

“Yes you may” She said as she took my hand and I helped her up.

We walked to her house as we kept talking about out futures and what we wanted to do.

“What is your biggest dream?” She finally asked out of the blue. I gulped at that question, I didn’t want to lie to her about my dreams, I didn’t want to lie to her about my fears. I wanted her to know everything because deep down I know that I can’t hide this secret for long. Whenever she finds out I want to able to tell her that the only thing different between Josh and Dean is a simple name and the hair.

“I want to be famous, I want to sell music and inspire people to follow their dreams. I want to sell records and make millions to help out those in need” I replied then took a deep breath “I want to make a change” I ended it.