Motionless At Night

chapter 2

(tw// murder, drugs, smut)

I woke up with Chris's arm still around me and I pinched myself to make sure I was actually awake because it felt like a dream. I felt the bus moving. "W-where are we?" I said still waking up. "30 miles out of Reno," Chris said. I was shocked. "W-we're in Nevada?" I questioned. I don't know how we got out of Maryland so fast. I must have slept for like 12 hours. "Yeah, it's the next stop on Warped Tour," said Chris with a smile. This was so crazy. I was on a bus getting to go to every Warped Tour date in the summer. No more school for me!

I don't want to get out of bed because I love laying here with Chris. He's spooning me and I can feel his rock solid member against my ass. Is he that turned on sleeping next to me? I mean, I am too. I finally got up because I don't want to miss any of the bands playing today. I rolled out of the bunk and went into the bathroom. I wanted my makeup to be special today so I put on green eye shadow all around my eyes to make my natural purple streak pop and really bright red lipstick that i over lined. I looked a lot like the joker which is what I was going for because I wanted my outside to look like how my inside feels. I put on my split leg green and purple skinnies and a Falling In Reverse tee shirt and a green studded belt on my pants. I finished the look off with my purple knee high Doc Martins.

When I walked out the bus I tripped on the stairs and felt myself falling. I was so scared for my life but someone caught me and I looked up and it was Chris. He caught me! "You look so beautiful Espie I love your makeup," Chris said when he was staring deep into my eyes. I kissed his nose and then we just started kissing (with tongue) for 30 minutes. We then looked at the giant inflateable lineup for Warped Tour. I was overwhelmed by the list of bands on their: Falling In Reverse, Black Veil Brides, Sleeping With Sirens, Insane Clown Posse, Gym Class Heroes, Metro Station, Korn, Hollywood Undead, Ghost Town, Social Repose, My Digital Escape, Of Mice And Men, Slipknot, Godsmack, Lilith Czar, New Years Day, Asking Alexandria, Pierce The Viel, Suicide Silence, Crown The Empire, Ice Nine Kills, Dance Gavin Dance, and of course Motionless In White. Chris grabbed my hand and said "its incredible isn't it". I started crying and said "yeah it is" with tears streaming down my face. Chris told me not to cry but I couldn't stop so he started singing me Reincarnate and it helped calm me down.

Insane Clown Posse was starting in 5 minutes so I had to run inside and go to the stage. Chris ran after me and we got to the stage just in time to watch ICP play. They played Miracles first and it was so amazing. (A/N if you don't listen to ICP you really should and you should listen to the song Miracles first) When he said the line "fucking magnets how do they work" I was thinking about how Chris said he was drawn to me and I felt the same way and I didn't understand why that was either. But I felt it. The attraction. The magnet pull between us.

After ICP played we went over to see Gym Class Heroes play. I didn't know any of their songs but Chris wanted to go. They were in the middle of playing one of their songs and I heard a loud BANG! I looked onstage and someone shot him (with a gun) and the crowd all scattered screaming. It was Ronnie fucking Radke holding the gun (it was a Escort HEST12180001 Slugger Tact, Pump, 12ga, 3", 18" Bbl, Blk, Synthetic, 5+1 Rnd, Pistol Grip, Fixed Blade front sight). I went up to him and asked why he shot him because there had to be a reason for it. "He was a chupacabra," Ronnie confessed. How did he know this information?? "I know this information because I am a cryptid hunter. And yes, I was able to read your mind and see that you were wondering that. He was a chupacabra and a danger to all of us at Warped Tour." I was in shock. "Are there more??" I asked. "Chupacabras, no. Others? I think so," Ronnie answered. This was so crazy. He was just like Dean Winchester (from Supernatural the TV show). I didn't know where Chris went so I took this as an opportunity to meet the rest of the Falling In Reverse guys. I asked Ronnie if we could hang out at the FIR bus. He agreed and we walked back to the tour bus parking lot. He held the door open for me, like a gentleman (Noah would never). I stepped in and was greeted with the strong scent of alcohol and drugs. There were crack joints lying all around the bus and it made me think of Aunt Lyndia. I didn't know what to do. I felt the urge coming back to hurt myself. Right when I was about to excuse myself to the bathroom, Jacky offered me Crank. I hesitated not wanting to become like Lyndia but at the same time I needed a distraction. What the hell. He offered me a line of crank and a rolled up $100 bill. I snorted the line and felt my nostrils burning. I immediately felt light headed and passed out.