Motionless At Night

chapter 3

A/N: Sorry I haven't updated in a while. My stupid fucking mom took my computer because I called her a whore for not buying me tickets to the Falling In Reverse and Papa Roach concert. Its such bullshit, I just want to see senpai ronnie in person. But I'm back!!!!!!!! Anyways here's the next chapter hope you enjoy :3

I woke up in Fresno with the intense need to vomit. I must have ate something bad at the food tent last night. I got up and barley made it to the tour bus bathroom before spilling my guts. Chris got out of his dog bed, still in wolf form. He barked at me, but I wasn't sure what he was saying. He seemed concerned though. He put his snout up against my stomach, sniffing me. I petted his head lightly. He then shifted back into human form with a look that was equal parts concerned and excited. He prompted me to sit down on the tour bus couch. I was a little scared. He then hesitated for a moment before breaking the news. "Espie... you're pregnant. With twins." He had a sheepish smile. "I'm sorry, I really didn't think I knocked you up last night. We can figure this out together, though. Whatever you want to do" (A/N: in this universe roe v. wade is still in affect so she could have an abortion if she wanted to) "I think I want to keep them..." I was a little scared becoming a mom at 15, but I did pretty well in health class with the fake baby, and it cant be that hard. Plus if the baby is part Chris Motionless, it will be hot as fuck. And a werewolf.. Or maybe the baby is Ronnie Radke's, and he can teach them to be badass monster hunters. Either way its a win. Chris seems so excited about being a dad, I can't tell him that I also had unprotected sex with Ronnie. I don't want to hurt his feelings, and I still don't know who I want a relationship with. Maybe a paternity test will help me decide. Anyways I decide to fake being as excited as Chris is, and kiss him. He wrapped his arms around me and spun me around.

I asked Chris if I could come with them to soundcheck, and he allowed it. We walked over to their stage and I helped by connecting some of the chords to the sound board. When they were checking the mics, I volunteered to sing a little bit of reincarnate, since Chris was on vocal rest. The crowd standing there by the stage waiting for the actual band seemed really impressed with my vocals and cheered for me. One of them even shouted out that I sounded just like Amy Lee mixed with Hayley Williams. I am pretty bad at taking compliments so I blushed (which Chris said he thought was really cute) and walked off stage as soon as the sound guy gave me a thumbs up. When I walked to Chris he said I sounded really good and he wanted to talk to Van's about giving me my own set at one of the tour stops. "But Chris, I don't know how to play any instruments other than harp and trumpet (I was learning them in school, I was in band and orchestra). And I don't have a band or any music of my own."

"It's okay, Espie. I'll get some of my friends to help out, and you can just play some covers. Like Our Last Night does." That made me really happy to hear. I love Our Last Night and it made me think its not so bad to do covers, it can actually be really cool like they do! I started thinking about what songs I could cover. Immediately Korn came to mind. I really look up to Jonathan Davis, and he is the reason why I learned how to scat. I could either do Freak on a Leash or Twist, both feature the best scat parts. I don't usually listen to rap music but I like Eminem and am pretty good at rapping the part in Rap God. Also I think it would be cool if I could go a metal version of some of my favorite Disney songs (Like Our Last Night). I hope Chris can get me a good backing band with this short notice.

Chris invited me to do backup vocals for him during their set today, which I happily agreed to. The soundguy seemed to really like me so he made my vocals louder than ricky and ghost's. I thought I did really well and after the set I saw that a lot of people were tweeting about how good I did. I know I'm not the best singer in the world but being compared to my idols made me feel really good about myself. It was almost enough to ignore the bad comments, from whores jealous of my relationship with Chris. One of them even called me a fat slut, to which I had to respond,