Chapter 13: The butterflies

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Shane's POV (after school)

Finally school was over, i couldnt stand being here anymore. Sure my friends was very helpful but i was just confused over everything, my sexuality, my relationship with Meghan and my crush on Joey. I walked out of school not even saying goodbye to my friends or anything just left.

Joey: Hey Shane wait up!

I turned around and saw Joey running towards me with that gorgeous smile of his

Joey: Me and the others are going out to see a movie you wanna come along?

Shane: nah, just go without me i just need to be alone for some time right now

Joey: You wanna talk about it?

Shane: no ill be fine i promise

Joey: Okay but if you need me you can always text or call me okay?

Shane: Thank you Joey you are such a good friend

i hugged him

Joey: anything for you shane

We realesed from the hug and just starred at eachother and smiled for a couple of seconds before i broke the silence

Shane: well i gotta go home now, see you tomorrow Joey

Joey: bye shane!

I started walking home, i didnt feel like taking the bus today since all my friends will be there and i just dont want them to be worried about me they have been that all day since i didnt really talk much at lunch just sat there with my food and played around with it a little. I opended the front door and got inside, i locked it after me and started going directly up the stairs. I sat my backpack down and fell into my bed. I just laid there thinking of what i should do with myself, i started to cry i curled up in my sheets and felt awful. I wanted to cut, no shane! you stopped that a long time ago and that should never begin again. Maybe just this time? i got up and walked to my bathroom and found my razor. I slided down the bathroom wall and sat on the ground with my legs in my chest, i rolled up my sleeve and started. One by one going across my wrist, seeing the blood slowly dripping down pants and going slowly down my wrists, i felt relieved.

Joey's POV

Matt, Nick, and Tyler and i went to the movies and now we are just hanging by the park, the movie was great but i thought about Shane so much he looked really sad back at the school? Maybe i should call him when i get home.

Tyler: I have this project to do with Sawyer for geography, and i promised him we would skype when i get home soon as possible to do it so i think i should go now guys

Joey: Well i hope you guys project goes well see you late tyty!

Matt: Dont get dirty on skype now see you!

Tyler: Thanks Joey and Matt you are too disgusting bye!

Matt and i laughed and just sat in the grass for some minutes before we decided to go up and leave, we lived really close to eachother so we walked together home.

Matt: Hey Joey, how is it going with Shane?

Joey: What do you mean?

Matt: The crush you had on him silly!

Joey: Oh hehe, well its still there but it wont work out he is still straight and him and Meghan are together

Matt: They are taking a break now doe?

Joey: Yeah but he is still straight

Matt: Something you can change!

Joey: You think so hehe?

Matt: Dont tell Nick this but i thought you were really cute the first day i saw you!

Joey: Hehe thanks boy

Matt: Well here is my house, see you tomorrow Joey!

Joey: See you!

After a short walk from Matt i was at my house, i opened the door and my mom was making dinner.

Debora: Hi Joey! How was your day?

Joey: Good just good...

I sat my backpack down and took my shoes off

Joey: What are you making?

Debora: Chicken and some vegetables!

Joey: Yum!

I walked up to my room and decided to play some minecraft for a while, but i wanted to call Shane. He hasnt texted me or called is something wrong? i decided to call him.

(Calling ''Shane<3'')

Ugh it went to voicemail, i was getting really worried now.

After 3 times trying he finally answered.

Shane: Hello?

Joey: Shane are you okay!

Shane: Yeah.. im completly fine *snif*

Joey: Shane.. i can tell you arent please i wanna help whats wrong?

Shane started to cry softly

Shane: i..im just so miserable and hurt ri..right now

Joey: Can i come over?

Shane: Please?

Joey: Ill be there in a few minutes!

Shane: see you Joey

He hung up. I quickly stood up from my bed and and headed downstairs and took my shoes on.

Debora: Joey where are you going?

Joey: Over to a friend

Debora: At this time?

Joey: Yes mom just please

Debora: Fine just dont be home to late

Joey: Okay bye!

I ran over to Shane's house as soon as i could. I knocked on his door and his mom opened the door.

Joey: um hi is Shane here?

Teresa: Oh yes are you one of his friends?

Joey: Yes

i smiled

Teresa: He's upstairs but i think hes upset he wouldnt let me in when i tried to.

Joey: Thank you?

Teresa: Teresa, call me Teresa.

Joey: Thank you Teresa

I started walking up the stairs and knocked on Shane's door.

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Hey everyone! so im really sorry about the short chapter here and that i have to end it on a cliffhanger but i have written this chapter over 3 times! because it wouldnt let me publish it the first time and then it all logged out and all was deleted and same thing happened the other two times so it has only saved this ^^, so i hope it works this time! But thanks for reading, and i will see you guys in my next chapter goodbye! ;)

Question of the day: What do you think will happened in the next chapter? (:

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