Felix's POV:
"Oh uh..yeah I'm okay.." I sit up fixing up myself and wiping tears away "is there something you needed? Brownies? Cookies?" I ask but he only looks at me in dead silence "Felix..you said you were gonna make for us dinner at 8pm it's 1am in the damn morning what is happening! And I don't want to hear a lie" Changbin says glaring down at me, that's when I realize! I didn't cook for them dinner! I fell asleep and I forgot all about it! "Oh my god I'm such a goofus! I can make something quick! Uh- maybe maybe! Fuck..uh..fried rice and chicken with eggs?"
"Felix.."
"Okay and then add some salad?"
"Felix listen to me.."
I completely blur out his words not even hearing a thing and rush stumbling to the kitchen and doing everything hurriedly "Felix stop.."
I turn on the stove and put in oil to fry the eggs I go into the cupboard to try find the eggs but they are way at the back, I try jumping for them and that's when I realized the meat I had put on earlier was burning, I grab a hand full of sauces and eggs and shove them onto the table running to turn off the stove before it cought on fire...which it did "FUCK FUCK UH- HELP! FIRE!"
"FELIX!" Changbin grabs the fire extinguisher and blows it on the meat and stove which now turned into foresting.."my meat.." I sigh looking down at it "Felix! Your not listening to me! I said don't do it! Minho already cooked us something! And your food is on the table!" He shouts at me, as I stare at him blankly "I.. I'm sorry.." that hurt a lot, Changbin has never yelled at me in a while and now that he did it scares me "wait..Felix I didn't-"
"No I understand Don't worry" I put the pans on the side and turn off every switch as I make my way back to the couch sweaty, "Felix.. Don't be like this! You know I didn't mean to"
I know how much he wants me to forgive him but he did nothing wrong! It's me that's the problem I'm too damn sensitive "..you don't get it Changbin" I feel tears streaming down my face "I can't do anything!! Ever since Chan left I can't focus! I've practiced so hard that I can barely sing anymore!! I oversleep that miss dance practice!! I can't even cook 1 decent meal for the members and your apologizing?!! I'm just a nobody!! A nobody that let's other people's words and actions take advantage of them! I'm a monster!!" I scream at him cuddling myself in a ball on the couch.. Changbin looks at me worried and confused! Why did no body understand me!! "Oh so now you go quite huh" I chuckle to myself "no- look Felix..I understand you okay..your scared that when Minho leaves the group you'll become leader next and your not doing a good job right now and that's fine okay? Your amazing at everything I can name!" Changbin sits beside me and holds my hands "Dancing, Singing, Baking, Baby sitting even being the bestest fanboy I know!" I sigh "I know-"
"No you don't know! You have to listen to me! No matter how much you want something you have to earn it! So..if you..want.. Chan back them..uhm..you have to earn him back! Everything will be okay just have hope!" He ends his sentence with a deep breath..I only stare at him holding tears back
"Leave" was all I said.Skz EP 127
"Guys look at the slide!" Jeongin shouts while pointing towards the big slide, Skz were recording a episode at the water park and were walking towards the entrance of a slide when Felix bumps into someone "oops I'm sorry!"
"Nah it's all good" the man continues walking "HAHAHA slay Felix" Han and Seungmin laugh repeatedly as the other members join in laughing.6:55pm
"Byeee!!" Straykids say their goodbyes to the camera and they cut the recording, "Jesus that was fun!!" Felix brights up jumping into Hyunjins arms as they spin around, Minho gives them both dirty looks and so does Changbin which makes Hyunjin put Felix down awkwardly.
On the way to the car someone drops their phone and Felix picks it up "Be right back!" Felix races after the person as staff chase him, it was hilarious and it was getting filmed too, "exuse me!! You dropped your pur-" he bumps straight into the person's back "you dropped your..." The boy turns around revealing Bangchan like..real Bangchan..no fake..no dream nothing.. just him and the flesh "..wait..Chan?"
Chan only looks at Felix "it's you..!" Felix looks away from him still feeling bangchan's gaze on him "Felix.. you've..grown.." Chan continues to study Felix but Felix shoves the purse at him and walks off, why he thought? Maybe it just wasn't time.."wait!" Chan pulls Felix back "what.."
"I..im really sorry..I don't know how many times I can apologize but I'm really sorry!"
Felix only chuckles
"When were you going to tell us that we were disbanding!?" Bangchan remains silent "fine..if your not gonna bother talking then don't bother talking to me" Felix yanks his hand away "Because I was pressured..with Minho and Hyunjin breaking up the group..I didn't want to go a head and tell them that were disbanding in 4 days..so I locked myself in my room feeling like I didn't try hard enough" Bangchan explains, "so you basically did this to save your own ass?" Felix asks looking directly in Chans eyes
"No..I did this because I lov-"
"Felix!!" The sound of Changbin echos as he aproches them "oh my good! We have a performance coming up! Let's-"
Silence again..Changbin and Chan make eye contact "oh..look who finally showed up.." it was like Moon vs Sun but wag intense "guys-"
"What are you doing here Christopher"
Changbin never called Chan by his last name, "I could ask the same for you Rapper" no one could stop glaring and Felix was starting to feel pressured remembering that they were in a dark Ally "Guys stop!" Felix stands in the middle of both of them "Stay away from Felix.." Changbin demands but Chan only laughs "Since when did you give orders? Maybe you should just stick to serving and serve yourself a grand prize of leaving me and Felix" Chan comes back with a smile, this was definitely going to turn big "oh so you got a bone to pick?" Changbin moves closer to Chan "And that bone is big" Chan moves forward to that Thier noses were so close to touching "Stop!! Jesus!! Chan stop! You left us and we aren't ready to talk to you! Changbin we're leaving" Felix Grabs Changbin's arm but Changbin does the impossible, he grabs Felix and kisses him right in front of Bangchan "right let's get away from the phyco" Changbin is about to start walking when Felix looks at Chan like he was guilty "wait chan-"
"Fuck you..and I thought I was starting to love you" Chan walks off by himself towards his car.-------
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