Charmer /Hyunho & Chanlix & Changlix & Hanseung

"Chanlix"

Chan's POV:

"Hey Felix!" I sit down next to him, "here's some biscuits do you want some?" I ask handing him the biscuit package but he only stands up walking off, I guess things were really done with us, but I can't stop trying! as much rude words Felix calls me I don't mind.

The next day

Chan's POV:
"Oi Felix! Wanna watch a movie" once again I sit next to him on the fluffy black couch, he stands up walking off, what did I do to deserve this? I thought we were all good! I just wish he'd talk to me, "I did nothing wrong!" I spit out on anger as Felix enters another room, even my existence stopped him from watching his favorite show he's Been waiting for, for like a month now.

8:54pm

Chan's POV:
As I finish writing in my journal Han alerts me that dinners ready and we both head down stairs towards the dining table, "OOO! I wonder what's for dinner!" Jeongin happily as ever, he's first on the table "calm down, it's just kimchi fool!" We hear Minho shout from across the kitchen, a few chuckles are heard then Felix walks in, It wasn't the happy Felix, more like a Felix with no soul at all

is it because of me? I feel goosebumps creeping up my skin, I feel guilty but for what? Nothing!

"Okay people! Let's talk, this is officially a group meeting! First let's talk about what kind of zodiac would you lovee to date!" Changbin speaks up in the quiet room "Just shut up and eat, it's not good to talk while eating" Minho says before chewing, it felt like they were getting along again, "Minho! Be kind!" Hyunjin laughs "wait, are they getting along now? I thought they were enimies" I whisper under my breath. "what about you Chan" Seungmin asks me looking towards Felix, I scoff "I wanna be singe for the rest of my life, besides! I'm already old!" I laugh my remark with the others except Felix, "okay old man!" Han spoke and we all cracked up, but once again Felix just sat there like he wasn't him, like he was being controlled! I just wanted the old Felix back.

Author:
Sooner or later Bangchan began to give up, all his attempts to talk/be friendly with Felix all faded, it's been 2 months of trying and still nothing. The year was coming to an end and he didn't want to celebrate new years all by himself back at home, since Bangchans Parents are barely home.

Felix's POV:
I don't know what's going through my mind anymore, I guess..after Hyunjin broke our friendship, I just haven't been it and Bangchan has been making it so hard for me. I don't hate him but I just feel like I need some alone time, but lately Chan has stopped bugging me like he normally would everyday, he used to follow me everywhere I went but now it's like I'm not there anymore, I'm not gonna lie but, I kind of miss the attention from him but Fuck new years, I'm gonna spend it alone again..

3 weeks later:

Author:
COVID is still spreading around and the members have been well forced to wear masks to fan-meetings and to avoid physical contact with anyone.
And someone broke that rule.

Chan's POV:

As I stretch Hyunjin is running through the choreography for our new comeback, Felix is on his phone and the others are doing weird stuff like the normally do, then I started feeling funny. I don't know wether it was funny sick or funny tired, but I just felt you know weak? And I never feel weak! "Guys what about we do one of our old dances as a warm up!" Felix suggests and obviously they all agree, "hey guys uh.. I think I'm gonna sit out for this practice" I try to stand up but I feel a big ache in my stomach"why? It's not fair!" Han complains and the members start agrueing, too busy to see I was in pain, my insides felt like they were being torn apart, I felt dead and then everything went black.

"Chan!! Wake up for fucks sake!! Don't leave me!! You can't!! You can't leave me!! I'm so fucking sorry I didn't I swear I didn't know you were cutting yourself and now you have COVID and-
Fuck!!! it's all my fault"....

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