She feels the same

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Hope Mikaelson pov
one day has passed since I saw Lizzie crying over me and Landon's kiss. And I think I know what's going on. She has a feelings for me i wish I could've found out sooner. Me and Landon haven't got back together it was just a kiss he kissed me and I dont know why but I kissed him back. I wish I hadn't done that. I can't believe that Lizzie feels same way about me, at least she felt the same. I guess she doesn't feel anything but hate now. I hate myself for that. I'm so stupid Lizzie Saltzman liked me and I kissed Landon, I wish I could go back and change it, but I can't. Lizzie just passed first three periods at class. Alaric told me that she isn't talking to anyone. I should talk to her.
I'm knocking the door

"Whoever it is get the fuck out" Lizzie shouted aggressively and I could tell that she's crying

" It's Hope and I'm coming in Lizzie" I said and opened the door and Lizzie quickly wiped her tears away

"Why're you here shouldn't you be with your hobbit boyfriend?" she asked

"Lizzie I wanna talk okay?" I asked and she stood up from her bed

"I don't. So get out" She yelled at me I wanted to cry I can't lose her. I'm so stupid

"Look I'll go when we'll talk please just talk to me" I said and she glanced at me, she was looking in my eyes. deeply. I could see that her eyes were puffy and red from crying.

"And what should I say. Do you want me to rate you and Landon's kiss or something?" She asked. she was rude and she had every right for being rude.

"Lizzie..." I said and she interrupted me

"Okay, Fine. You want talk? then i'll start first. I hate you. I hate myself that i spent my whole weekend with you and i liked it. I hate myself cause i couldn't move on from you. I hate myself cause all i could think about was you. But most of all. I hate you for making me love you Hope Mikaelson. I hate you cause you made me realize in three days that I loved you all this time. You made me feel special and then you took it away like I didn't even deserve it" She said with tears. both of us were crying and yes i hate myself too. I just stood there i froze. I couldn't do anything.

"Lizzie I'm sorry I...-" She interrupted me again

"Please just go. I want to be alone right now" Lizzie said. This time she didn't yell. She said it really calmly, but in sad tone at the same time. I feel so bad for her. I just want to hug her and tell her that I love her but I can't. She doesn't wants me here. So I should leave

"Bye Lizzie" I said and left the room


heyy:) I'm sorry it's short chapter but next part will be longer.

With love, Ivy
<3

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