I love you

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this part includes sexual content so if you feel uncomfortable don't read it <3

Lizzie Saltzman
I haven't talked with Hope since the day I confessed my feelings for her, It was two days ago. And to be honest, I didn't regret it. I meant every word I said, Finally. I told her what I've wanted for years even though it's hard to see that she doesn't feel the same way and she never will, it's still good. I'm sad and heartbroken because deep down, some part of me thought that she felt the same, but she didn't. And it hurts so bad but I can't do anything to change it, I can't just make her to love me, Am I that hard to love? Well I guess yes cause no one's ever loved me, at least the person who I wanted. And what am I now? Crazy Lizzie? or messed up one?! Yes I'm this things now. Again. I felt special and all of the sudden I got back in to my normal life, which's messed up, of course.
Anyways, I've heard that there's a party in woods and as much as I don't wanna go out I want to drink something so I guess i'm going. And also Hope never goes on a parties, so i think I'd have fun.
I dressed up and I left my room

At party
I went to the party and I saw people dancing and drinking, doing crazy stuff. I hope I'll have fun. So I went to the place where they had drinks and I took one shot of tequila and I haven't even hesitated cause I really needed to get drunk. After I took five or six shots I could feel that I was drunk and I also saw that MG was coming closer to me

"Are you okay Liz?" MG asked me while sitting on the chair

"Do I look like I'm okay" I said and took another shot of drink

"What happened" he asked and I laughed sarcastically I couldn't help it, obviously, I was drunk

"Not your damn business MG, Please leave me alone" I said and I was about to drink another shot but he stopped me by grabbing my wrist

"I think you should stop drinking" he said with a serious and worried face

"Get. Your. Hand. Off. Of. Me" I said slowly and aggressively cause I hate when someone's touching me in that way and plus I'll drink much as I want

"Lizzie please go in your room and rest okay? I'll take you there..-" MG finally removed his hand off of my wrist and he was cutted off by familiar voice. Shit

"I'll take her" Hope said and she sat next to me

"Well I don't need any of your help guys" I said sarcastically

"I'll leave you girls alone" MG said and left

"What the hell is going on with you" Hope asked me she almost yelled, she had a face like I disappoint her or something.

"Like I said to MG, not your damn business" I said and took another shot of tequila

"How many shots you even had" she asked

"Do I have to repeat the same sentence I've said before?" I said while fully smirking at her

"Lizzie, Can we please talk?" She asked me while looking in my eyes. She always done that, looking in my eyes. Our eye contact is one of my favorite thing.

"Of course, not" I said and she grabbed me and vamp speeded in my room

"What the hell you think you're doing" I yelled at her, Cause I really had fun there and she just took me here to talk about something stupid and how sorry she is that she can't love me back

"What's best for you, obviously." She said and sat on my bed

"I never asked you to sit here with me" I said and she smirked

"I know" She said

"Look Hope If it's bothering you that I confessed everything to you, you can act like nothing of this had happened okay? I'm okay with that. I don't want you to be here right now and I don't want to have that stupid, boring conversation with you" I said and she came closer

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