Eddie Munson imagines

Alone but..

A sadish one but fluff x and maybe triggering if your insecure btw your pretty and gorgeous I just felt upset and wrote this but I love you no matter what xoxo listen to 4th of July xox
About story : Eddie and y/n are friends best friends rlly and y/n is insecure, he helps her and it's a bunch of fluff

"I wish you could see yourself how I see you y/n" Eddie mumbles to me, sat in the woods the wind and cold air mix giving me a chill in my shorts and hoodie, the crisp autumn leaves crumble in the wind. I have been so insecure recently and I feel like I'm pulling everyone down with me and the one person i don't wanna pull down is Eddie.

"Oh shut up" i mumble as I look at my hands, feeling his gaze on me made me uncomfortable, stop looking at me please please just stop. "Eddie! Please i can't I can't" I broke out a cry, feeling my eyes well up, "I'm sorr- I stopped feeling myself choke up. A look of disappointing and hurt written on his face.

"Loosing you would be a nightmare becoming true y/n" he said, I looked up seeing him with glassy eyes, I hate seeing him upset, "I love you" I mumbled looking at him, I saw a lift of something in his eyes and suddenly replaced with darkness again.

"I always have but I can't love someone and let someone love me when I can't love me" I cried, the wind wiping my tears away like a tissue. He nodded "I'll never stop loving you y/n" he said looking for some sort of emotion in my eyes. I nodded "I love you so much Eddie I just I need time" I said wiping my eyes looking up at the grey sky, clouds suffocating the sky. "Please just open the door" "let me in" he asked, I got up grabbing my backpack and started walking away "follow me" I yelled back wiping my tears , hearing him suddenly get up and the crisp of the leaves behind me. Seeing him in my sight beside me I lead him further into the wood.

I led him to a lake, a lake with flowers everywhere, a bench I sat when I felt alone a place no one knew except me. Now Eddie. "Wow" a gape mouthed Eddie spoke as he walked towards the lake walking on the wooden bridge. Sitting down at the edge of it his legs hanging off the end.

I walked behind him and sat beside him, "I've came here for years" I mumbled, seeing him nod his head beside me, "it's beautiful, I wanna be the river so beautiful and care free" I said watching the fish swim around so gracefully, "with no bother in the world?" Eddie asked as he took his shoes off and socks, "what you doing?" I asked, he smiled and took his trousers off , I quickly looked away soon hearing him taken a step in the lake I looked back to him torso deep in the lake.

"You idiot" I laughed, he smiled evilly and swum over to my side and stood between my legs "come in" he whispered as he untied my shoes, I shook my head "I don't have a swimsuit" he shook his head grinning "take this all of its like a bikini"

I thought for a moment looking at his eyes, brown chocolate orbs look back at me, "what if someone comes" I asked, he smiled again talking my shoe off "you said no one comes here" ugh he caught me out. He took my other shoe off, "please" "for me?"

I gave in and stood up putting my shoes to the side and shimmied my trousers of leaving my shirt on not wanting to let Eddie see my like this, looking back to Eddie who was staring at me in awe, his eyes now lighter and more at rest. "Come here" he cooed, I walked over grabbing his hand and slowly putting my foot in the cold Icey water surrounded my foot then my calf the my thigh, feeling myself go under as the water hit my stomach. "Your so beautiful" he whispered in my ear, feeling eddies hand snake around my waist and hold me against his back, feeling his chest rise and fall.

"Like art, not perfect cause art isn't perfect it's supposed to make you feel something and you do" he pulled my chin to face him turning me around he pulled my thighs over his waist. The redness painted my cheeks as I hid my face into the crook of his neck. "Thank you Edward" I smiled feeling him chuckle. "I never lie" he mumbled as he stroked my back.