Keep Going

the promise

Mark Pov.

Nuea sit beside me.

Of course I'm still the same, I never change, I'm still your shy fanboy nuea said.

I smile I remember when I tell him I give him a pet name my shy fanboy.

[ 4 yrs ago flash back]

Mark pov

After I get all my stuff, I left the room and leave vee standing looking at me.
I run to parking lot to go out this place quickly I can't hold my tears fall. I can't help my self to cry , I hurt Vee , he cry because of me, we both hurt but I need to do this.

When I near at my car someone stopped me.

Nuea

Nuea hug me tight

He pulled me to his car and he put on my seat belt and drive to the somewhere.

We're not talking, we both silent
Until we a arrived at beach.

He hold my hands and walk, I just followed him. He assist me to sit to bench facing to sea.

Look how beautiful this place nuea said smiling looking at the sunset.

I look also and start crying

He just sit not talking he wait me, until I done to cry

He Pat his shoulder,
I put my head on his shoulder and close my eyes

Can we stay like this for a while nuea.

Hmmmm.

...

He break the silence

Can we talk now? Can you tell to me to understand why you need to go? Nuea said

I sit and hug my two knee

I want to go, I want to free, I want to go far away from here, I start crying again.

Can you sent me free
Can you let me go
Can I left him
Can I ?

I hurt him, I hurt you, its hurt this to me too but I need to do this nuea.

Nuea I want to go and I cry to look at him.

He pat on my back slowly to calm down

I sent you free mark
I let you go mark I want you to be free. If you want.
I know you have a reason why you need to do this , I know you mark you don't want to hurting people.
but I promise to you I will find you if you go now., I promise to you I always look at to vee , I take care of him for you mark , I promise I will find boyfriend cuties than to you.
(He joke to me for stoping me crying)
But mark I just want to remind you I always here for you nuea said.

I smile to him

I inhale deeply.

You know nuea 4 years ago I give you a pet name? My shy fanboy I said and smile to him

He look at me curious what I'm talking about

I call you my shy fanboy cus you always followed me everywhere everytime but you shy to come to me or near to me.
He shocked and his eyes wide

Yes I know you always followed me and look at me from a far. He getting shy

You can't be detective nuea I smile.

I'm sorry I don't give you attention that time , you don't deserve what I do you, I'm sorry because I hurt you for a long time. I sorry for..

You don't need to say that mark
Nuea cut my words.