Keep Going

you will be fine

Nuea Pov.

It's been a month when I came here I didn't call anybody cus I don't know if they ask me where i am or what happen to my project or how about this land I can't tell them we can't buy this because mark loves this place. But I can't stop my self calling one person, that's why when i said I found mark they going right here now we waiting for then. I already tell to mark about them and mark happily waiting for them too I'm happy cus mark agree to meet them again.

I always beside to mark I didn't left him, I always in his side , I don't want to lose mark in my sight I want to see mark always everyday and to make sure he's fine.

Doc.boun said mark is ok for now.
But actually I don't believe him cus as far I saw mark not recovery, I mean he getting worse. I feel and I saw thru his eyes he trying to fight his illness.

One day he is pain he don't want us to come inside his room, he keep hide crying, he keeps hugging his body crying no sounds. I want to come but prem don't allowed me prem said mark don't like to see him like that.
I just only cry outside his room knowing he is pain.

There's a day mark collapse, there's a day mark have mood swings sometimes he forgot us sometimes he don't know what he do. Mark getting worse everyday.

I saw premboun talking but when I come they become silent I know there something wrong I want to know but how ? I can't ask because if I ask maybe they take mark away from me I don't want that

I bring mark in the garden he really want to go there because of fresh air and mark love nature.

He smiling like he didn't pain in morning.

It's beautiful here right nuea? Mark ask me

Yes it's really beautiful I said to him

Nuea why did you come back to them ? Mark ask me

Why? You don't want me here? I ask this is what I'm scared he push me to come back.

Not like that if you want to comeback it's ok and you can return here if you want mark said he smiling

It's ok I can stay for a long time I said .

Not good Idea, to stay here for a long time , you did even call your boyfriend mark said .

Ah? How do you know? I ask cus we never talk about my relationship about pharam or I never mention pharam to him.

He smiling to me
Of course I know he only said

How? I never mention to you ? I ask him again

I know pharam your young and cute boyfriend he said

.... I keep silent cus I can't understand how he knows he never leave here how he knows?

Nuea why are you shocked if I know you have a cute boyfriend, I know everything, I know about bar married to gun, oh pharam older brother, and I know Yiwah still single and I know about...
He stop he stop saying who and I think I know who that person.
I keep silent and wait for him he look at me. I smile like waiting for him to say something.

I know about Vee getting married he said and he look down and playing he hands

How? I want to know how you know all about this as far I know you didn't left here also premboun they never left you alone so how do you know all about us mark? I ask I want to know.

Sigh he sigh and deep exhale

He pulled his phone and he give to me.

I get his phone and look at him