Keep Going

The story 2

Mark Pov

What should I do? I know fern, she crazy, if I didn't accept her all of my love will suffer if I accept her everything to me will gone My freedom my friends my vee.

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After that night I can't think anymore I go back to my dorm I feel so empty I saw vee waiting for me, he hug me I hug him back I miss him so much, I love him so much,

Vee: hows your meeting?

It's good everything ok

I can't tell to him , I don't know how? my brain is empty. I can't think anything.

We lay down on our bed hugging each other. I know vee notice me but he did says anything he just hug me

Vee: I love you mark good night

I love you too Vee Sweet dreams.

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One week fast and I decided to break up with vee, this is the hardest decision of my life. leaving my only one person I love. The person who always everything to me. The word break up is the most painful word.. My heart broken in a million pieces.
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One week break up with vee is most hurtful days , I saw him everytime he followed me but I ignore him. I hate my self so much seeing him crying because of me. I hurt my person but what should I do? If everything of him will gone if I didn't do this.
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One month break up with vee I decided to windraw to my scholarship and give to the others student, I quit to my study, I resign to weak bar my favorite place is this killing me. Everything to me now is gone.

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I went to mansion and immediately go to my room. They knocking to my door but ignore them. I felt I don't know them I don't know everyone.
I felt alone only by myself.

One month at the mansion I never leave at my room they only give me a foods but I don't eat so much.

Dad: masa you need to eat , you looks sick now. Please I'm so worried to you

I didn't respond to him
I ignore everyone even my special person my dad. .

Dad: masa I'm sorry I don't have strength to do for you. But please don't kill your self I need you my masa

I look at him

It's better to die dad everything to me is gone now. I felt like nothing, I cry again n again

My head starting to hurt but I ignore it I'm stressed to everything happen. Sometimes I vomit even I didn't eat.
My sights is blurred I can't see any maybe because I cry so much.
Sometime if go to bathroom my body no strength I'm feel any minute I fall if I walk maybe because I don't energy.
My body is weak day by day .
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5 months in mansion

Fern : are you killing your self? You really hate me that much, why? I give all you want tell me just love me back. Everything you want I give to you
tell me masa tell me.

I look at her

Even I tell you if what I want you can't give it to me. Because you know what I want but you ignore it, you only think your self. You don't care to someone.
I never love you back you know that fern,
I want to sleep now ,
get out of my room,
leave me alone.

Fern: I leave now but tomorrow make sure you are ready, my dad and aunty will back tomorrow, we need to talk about are engagement.

I didn't listen to her what she said

But tomorrow Mr and Mrs Ratsameerat
Back finally I meet them again my 2nd parents will back again I know they will help me For this.
for sure
I cry to think how kind Mr and Mrs Ratsameerat to me and my dad.