Why did I say...? Angst
TW: abusive, violent, cheating, toxic
Cross sniffed a little while looking away and rubbing his eyes a bit. "Wow...just...wow." Epic sighed and held his head, rubbing the sides before looking at Cross. "I mean... We're you even trying to hide it?" "I didn't mean for it to happen like this..." Cross defended. "Well how did you want it to happen? Babe Did you just expect for me to never find out? To what? For it to only be a few nights thing. Have a side whore?" "IT'S NOT LIKE THAT! I ACTUALLY LOVE HIM!-" Cross screamed. Epic stumbling back, staring at Cross. Cross covering his mouth and gasping softly. "I-I didn't mean...I-...I ment to say-" "You've said it perfectly." Epic interrupted with a scoff and smile. "You don't love me. And you never have. Had you?" "Epic no- I did I just-"
"You just what? Felt bad for me? Did you pity date me because I was your best friend and you felt bad that the only person I ever actually feel in love with was you? Tch...I mean! Really! With how easy it was to catch ya, I'd assume I'm the side piece!"
"Epic stop it!"
"NO! You cut that shit out! Stop it! With your BULLSHIT!"
Epic started to yell and scream a bit, making Cross sob. "Did ya ever care to fucking think to break it off first?! Or was this some sick game of yours?! Huh?! HUH?!" Epic yelled, throwing a plate of the table. Making Cross scream in shock, shaking and crying. "Epic stop!!!" He yelled in fear. "STOP FUCKING CRYING! YOU'RE SUCH A FAKE BITCH!" Epic screamed. Making Cross fall to the floor and cover his head. Epic continuing to scream and throw things. Walking closer to Cross as he did. Cross finally had some instinct and tried to run but Epic grabbed him, pulling him close into his arms. "LET ME GO!" Cross screamed, kicking and struggling. "LET ME GO!!!" "NO! FUCKING LISTEN TO ME! LISTEN!!! LISTEN ALREADY!!!" Epic screamed back, the two sitting there and screaming at each other for the next 10 minutes with Cross struggling and crying. Epic starting to tear up himself.
Eventually tho, the two settled. Sorta. Epic going down onto the floor with Cross, Cross still crying. Epic crying a bit himself. Holding Cross's wrist tightly. "You know I love you...you know it...I'm sorry...please...don't leave me...I'd die without you...you know I love you...I'm fucking nothing without you..just stay here...don't fucking leave..." Epic cried. Cross shaking but not saying anything with stiffled sobs. "Cross...please...I fucking love you...I'm sorry...please..." Epic said. Eventually turning Cross's head, holding his arms down against his body. Forcing, and holding his head to look at him. "I'm sorry...you know that...right? You know I'm sorry baby...Cross...look at me...you know I love you. You know I wouldn't hurt you...I love you Cross. Cross..Cross look at me..." Epic said, keeping Cross toward him.
"Cross...Cross. Cross come on. Don't...Don't be like this." Epic said, but Cross refused to look at him. Epic huffed a little and he held Cross's chin roughly, forcing him into a kiss, slowly going down more on the floor to pin Cross down. "Come on...Cross...mm. Say it. Say you love me. I love you. Say it back." Epic said between rough and forced kisses. Pulling back for a just a moment, still holding and pinning Cross to restrain him. "Cross...fucking hell..." Epic growled, kissing him again, forcing his tongue in Cross's mouth. Cross groaning and fighting against him. Kicking and struggling underneath him. Epic taking a free hand and groping Cross's rear. "Fuck..." He pulled back, taking a breath as Cross panted heavily. Epic still groping him, Cross struggling against it. Epic eventually gave up.
Pulling Cross back to his feet and holding his wrist but gave him a slight rough kiss on the cheek. "I love you." Epic said. Cross not saying a word, not even crying anymore. Epic stared at him. The two standing in silence for a moment before Epic finally let go of Cross's wrist. "Don't leave the house." Epic said. Getting close. "You know what will happen, if you do." Epic whispered dangerous and threateningly towards Cross. Eyeing him down before walking out of the room and outside to the porch. Cross standing in silence for a moment.
Slowly falling back down to the ground, looking around at all the broken dishes. Reliving and processing the moment. Slowly gripping onto his head and tearing up again.
"Why did I ever say, 'I love you'?..."
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