Night in my bedroom with warm yellow lights is my best escape to detach myself from this busy world.
Sometimes I wonder, am I going to be like this forever? Or should I change?
I know in the process of growing up, we have to change and cannot stay in the same place. But, I need this safe place to keep me sane and alive.
This safe place allows me to be who I am, explore my interests, and living my inner child. What will I become without all of that?
Or, am I just living in the wrong world?
I don't know. Everything seems wrong for me. Nothing right. Even myself.
I always trapped in the wrong decision to please people. It costs me losing myself.
Now, I don't recognize myself anymore.
Please help......
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