The truth of the ugly face is no one likes it. People tend to put their sight away from the ugly face. It's uncomfortable to see and horrible to remember. People won't waste their time just to look at the ugly face.
Sometimes, it seems like being invisible. They walk through it. Moreover, whenever people are walking in a hurry, its body often gets smashed because it is blocking the way. It is sometimes covered in wound, pain. It hurts but no one cares. It sits in the middle of the road, crying. But again, no one is there to give it attention.
Its existence is vague. Sometimes it tries to look at the mirror, but even its reflection won't show up to see it. It is trapped between reality and mortality. It tries to look for existence but it isn't there. It cries, frightened. What is it? Ut doesn't live nor die. What is it?!
It runs. It runs to the unknown destination. It doesn't know what to do but run. Escape. Escape from reality. People hate it. Even the world hates it. It began to curse its ugly face who brought bad luck to its life. It hates it! Everyone hates it. Even itself hates it.
Hate…
Living under the shadow surrounded by hate. It runs out of ways. What it can do is only to cry over its fate in the middle of the road. No one notices. No one cares. It doesn't deserve love. It doesn't deserve happiness. It belongs to the ditch because it is as ugly as the trash. It deserves no one. It should only live alone with its ugly face.
Dumped…
In silence it dies slowly. The beautiful suicide. Killing its own life from the inside. Starting from the heart, it is getting cold. Then hands and feet, it is getting numb. Then the head, it is getting lighter. And finally the eyes… It suddenly becomes dark. Only a few seconds, it is time to say goodbye. Bang! It is all gone.
Even on its death, people are not aware of what has been missing from their life. No one wants the ugly face. It keeps all just for itself. It carries all the pain to its death.
It dies without any traces.
Its life doesn't mean anything.
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Sometimes I just feel guilty
For not having an iPhone
For not able to dress well
For cannot wearing make-up
For not busy
For not having companion
For doing nothing
For being myself
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