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"[Name], your brother has informed me that there is an urgent meeting now." Yamada said. I hummed and nodded, grabbing my PSP on the way as I walked to the meeting room. Once I opened the door, everybody's attention turned to me as they stared at me intensely. I looked at them weirdly, extremely confused. I just shrugged and went to my seat as I popped a piece of candy in my mouth. I started sucking the lemon-flavoured candy and took out my PSP, ready to try kill the boss.

The meeting then began. I didn't bother listening as I just shifted all my attention onto defeating the boss. My brows narrowed as I squinted my eyes, trying my best to concentrate.

"[Name]!"  A certain someone called out.

"[Name]!" He repeated again.

"[Name]!!!" Mikey yelled for the third time. He brushed his fingers through his hair, frustrated that I was ignoring him. If you know him, he was a very impatient guy. He took his gun out and shot me in the shoulder. I didn't flinch as I just continued playing with my PSP with an unfazed reaction.

Seeing this made Mikey's blood boil. Yamada quickly took a towel and first aid kit to help aid my bloodied shoulder.

"[Nickname]" My brother called out from the seat next to me. I hummed in response, not taking my eyes off the PSP.

"Mikey thinks your a traitor.." he said. I almost crushed my PSP when I heard him say that. I slowly saved and power offed my PSP, then turned to look Mikey dead in the eyes.

"What? How am I the traitor..?" I asked. 

"Well," he started.

"Firstly, your extremely smart." he said in a matter-of-fact tone. Everybody deadpanned at him while Sakura just cheered him on.

"What bullshit this is.." I mumbled.

"And secondly, you are always on your PSP, maybe you hacked the system to make you be able to text your other boss!" he stated. 

"You're utterly stupid." I blankly stated. He quirked a brow, taking in full offence on my comment.

"Just because I'm smart and your not.. doesn't mean I'm the traitor." I said. I then looked over to my shoulder that was covered in bandages.

"How did I get this.." I asked Yamada, confused. He sighed at me.

"Mikey shot you in the shoulder." He replied.

"I didn't give you permission to call me by my nickname." Mikey said angrily.

"Ok then, Manjiro." Yamada said bluntly.

"That's worse." Mikey retorted.

"What do you expect me to call you then?"

"Boss, of course." 

"But.. I don't work here" Yamada said, dumbfounded. 

"He's not wrong." I shrugged my shoulders, agreeing with Yamada.

"Well anyways.. your our only suspect, which means you will be under supervision. Meaning, you will move to the room next to mine and will always have someone follow you." Mikey said before dismissing everybody. I clicked tongue in annoyance.

"Tsk.. this is so useless." I whispered. Luckily, no one heard it. Yamada was sulking that his room was going to be even further than mine. I then went to my room and started packing all the stuff, before strolling around in the hallway, trying to find the room. When I finally did, I moved all the stuff there and designed it to my liking.

"This is so dumb, right Kabu?" I whispered to Kaburamaru. He hissed angry joy as a sign of agreement. I then sighed again before going to Mikey's office as I had one question in mind.

"Is Kaburamaru going to stay with me?" I asked after slamming the door open to Mikey's office, startling him and Sakura who was in her usual position. (You know where)

"Yeah yeah whatever." Mikey said boredly. I noticed him having even darker eyebags today.

"You should sleep more.. your eyebags are getting even heavier." I said. He just stared at me, unamused.

"I have nightmares of my past, how do you expect me to sleep with them?" He asked. I just walked out of the office, not wanting the conversation to continue even longer. Sometimes he could be really annoying and mean, but it's one of his features that made me fall inlove with him all over again, wait- what am I thinking? He has Sakura, even though she's not a good choice.. atleast he didn't cheat..? Or did he.. nah, I don't think so..?

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{Timeskip, night}

I changed out of my clothes and into my pyjamas. I then took off my ducky slippers and went to my bed. It was not a good day at all. I closed my eyes, trying to fall asleep. I started imagining me and Kaburamaru, as a human, walking around in the park happily cause I had nothing else to imagine. Suddenly, I heard loud moaning coming from the other room.

I groaned thinking that Sanzu was still pleasing his whores at night, but realisation struck me. Mikey's room was next to mine. And that voice.. ah, I knew that voice too well.

Sakura.

She kept moaning and screaming his name, I'm surprised nobody other than me haven't heard her yet.

'Nightmares from the past are haunting you my ass, your just fucking your girlfriend every night with no mercy!' I thought as my grip on the futon got tighter. Tears started rolling down my cheeks uncontrollably, before rolling down to the pillow, staining it to a darker shade. What is this feeling? Why do I get this every time when it comes to you? Is it that.. I haven't moved on from you yet? What.. I thought I was over him? 

"A-ah!! Yes! Daddy! Fuck me till I can't walk!! Ahhh!!!" Sakura screamed and moaned Manjiro's name over and over again. I clenched my fist that had my blanket in between them, as tears started rolling down even more, and faster.

'Maybe..'

'Maybe in the afterlife, I could get him..' I reassured myself silently. But it was no use, as my thoughts kept on flooding my mind.

'What am I saying..' I chuckled dryly, and sadly,  with glossy eyes. I bit my lips to stop them from trembling badly.

'No use trying to get something.. that would never be mine..'

'Maybe it's best.. that I finally.. move on from him..'  I made the decision, before drifting off to dreamland.

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