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ix.

"ugh, this is not gonna work." i sigh as i throw another piece of paper to the trash bin. it has been a week since me and hyerin fought, and i have been trying to make letters as an apology.

"hm? whats this" jeongin walks in my room and takes a piece of paper in the trash bin

"dear hyerin, im really sorry for hurting your feelings and being an ultimate bitch. i didnt mean to hurt you, and its fine if you dont forgive me. i will never forgive myself for doing such thing to you, and i should have known what you will think before sending the message. please take this apology, though i suck at writing apologies so im sorry if this is really, meh. - seungmin." jeongin reads every word, and becomes confused during reading.

"dude, what are you being sorry for? did you get into another fight?" jeongin asks the older, while seungmin takes the paper from him.

"its really useless if you become involved." seungmin then makes jeongin frown.

"dont frown or your gonna have wrinkles like a caterpillar~~ like awkward silence" seungmin sings one of the lyrics in awkward silence, then jeongin smiles.

"can i just help you here pleaseee that letter is already perfect! you just need to rewrite it since the paper is all crumbled-"

"yeah i know."

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ding ding! the doorbell dings in hyerins house, making her mother open the door.

"hello mrs lee-" hyunjin gets interrupted by her mom, as hyunjin rolls his eyes.

"hyunjin! wow youre so pretty, and look at you youre so tall! why are you here? shouldnt you be practicing?" hyerins mother compliments hyunjin non stop, and smiling like crazy.

"ah no, i just need to give this to hyerin." hyunjin awkwardly smiles.

"HYERIN!!!!!" mrs lee yells at hyerin loudly, while hyunjin cover his ears.

no responce.

"HYERIN!!!!!"

no responce. again.

mrs lee scratches her head in anger.

"miss i can just go to her room-"

"go to her room? hm?" mrs lee raises her eyebrow.

"please dont think of the wrong thing-"

"alright then. sure!" mrs lee opens the door wide, entering hyunjin in the house. first person he sees is sunghoon playing minecraft, then the 2nd person is mr lee who is cooking lunch.

"oh hyunjin, hello!" mr lee waves at hyunjin, who is trying to go at the 2nd floor. mr lee recievs a wave and a bow.

"what? hyunjin is here?" sunghoon looks at hyunjin and smiles. sunghoon was still 9 when he saw hyunjin face to face, but now hes 12.

hyunjin smiles, and waves at sunghoon, then runs at the stairs.

he looks for hyerins room which is on the left side, so he opens that door.

he sees hyerin lying down and crying, until she wipes her tears with tissue.

"oh hyunjin! why are you here?" hyerin says while holding her tears.

"hey, why are you crying?" hyunjin pats the back of hyerin, while trying to comfort her.

"i think i did something wrong...!" hyerin frowns and looks at hyunjin.

hyunjin really isnt the comforting type, but he always needs to try.

"no its really not your fault, here have this. its a gift from someone." hyunjin gives the gift to hyerin.

they both smile, the same smile they used on elementary.

"look, i really have to go now. so please, just open it okay?" hyunjin checks his clock and looks at the window, where there is one black van.

"okay." hyerin nods and watches hyunjin leave.

when she opens the gift, she sees candy and some food in it. there is also confetti. she sees a piece of paper, and reads it.

"dear hyerin, im really sorry for hurting your feelings and being an ultimate bitch. i didnt mean to hurt you, and its fine if you dont forgive me. i will never forgive myself for doing such thing to you, and i should have known what you will think before sending the message. please take this apology, though i suck at writing apologies so im sorry if this is really, meh. - seungmin." hyerin reads the letter, and feels bad for what she has done.

"why is he apologizing? shouldnt it be me?" hyerin asks herself, who is slowly letting her tears fall of, dropping in her blanket.

why are you apologizing? i was the one who started it first, im really sorry for saying all those bad things. i really wish that the fight never happened, and i really didnt want to end things with a fight. im really sorry for what i did, i already forgave you since youre the victim here. why forgive me? i was so dramatic, and why am i angry that puppymin is you?  i actually, like you even when we were still chatting. let me say this, you were my... source of happiness. i was really jealous when you said that the confession was for another person, like really. im sorry if you couldnt practice or perform well when we fighted, lets just make sure both of us are our source of happiness. - hyerin

finished with her reply, she sees hyunjin walking out of the door. she opens her window and shouts.

"HYUNJIN!!!" hyerin shouts as loud as she can and raises the letter. hyerin drops the letter as it flies to hyunjin. hyunjin smiles from the reply, and waves a goodbye.