Rahma

Chapter 15 ~Date ?

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Bilal glanced at his wife for the 3rd time since they got into the car he wanted to say something but he couldn't muster the courage he watched her as she pressed her phone and leaned on the window she was to cute he felt his heart dance n his chest he was going crazy bit by bit

She looked beautiful in her black Abaya ,she looked like a princess his princess ,he couldn't stop staring when he came out of his room and found her in the corridor looking like an angel

" uhm were you forced into this marriage? "he suddenly asked holding the wheel tightly and stared ahead

A few seconds ticked by whike waited patiently for her answer

" yes " she barely whispered he watched her from the corner of his eyes as she moved in her seat uncomfortably

"So do you like hate me ? " he asked again , he gulped waiting for her answer he was suddenly nervous

"Not really " she said

Bilal let out a breath he didn't know he was holding relief flushed his senses as his grip on the steering wheel loosened , he leaned back in his sit and decided to ask her another question

" well will you be able to give me a place in that beautiful heart of yours "

Rahama blushed and  turned her head towards the window and said

" I honestly don't know I'm still trying to adjust "

Bilal nodded , he understood her feelings and concerns , he can put himself in her shoes ,he remembered the relief he felt when he saw that she was the one he was going to marry but she obviously didn't feel like that at all, he thought of something it will hurt him immensely in the end but he didn't want to see her unhappy and miserable, and before he changed his mind he said it

"Well let's say you don't fall in love with me or even like me in like let's say in a year ... " Bilal gripped the steering wheel as he made a turn , he was nervous again " ... a year if I decide to let you go to make you happy will that be alright ?

He waited for her answer as he glanced at her , he couldn't see her face very well because of the dark after what felt like forever she said

" I don't know "

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Rahama sat on the table for two with Bilal as they waited for their food ,she had chosen the plate of wings and fries and a lemonade and then chocolate cake for dessert , while Bilal chose the chicken Alfredo and lemonade ,he said he didn't want dessert

Her mind wandered off to the question he asked her earlier , if I decide to let you go to make you happy will that be alright ? Rahama sighed she didn't know what she wanted ,she didn't know if she was ever going to love him , she didn't know but , she could consider what he said , if she was not happy with him after a year it'll be better if he lets her go but wait, did he like her ? Because he didn't complain and he looked a bit offended when she called him a stranger earlier and he is willing to be patient with he for a year !

Surely he must like her to do that , he didn't even complain to her when she slept in the other room , Rahama felt something in her heart , was it pity or admiration ? for her husband ,he did seem like a good man ,it's only been like a day why you saying that he could just be patient for today what if he changed his mind ,that negative part of her mind said