August Anthony Alsina
July 23, 2022
11:00pm
I had left the house because Magic was stressing me out about today. Her and Promise was suppose to be throwing a get together for her cousins coming to visit. Yesterday I didn't even talk to her at all, because she was with them. and now, today she blowing me up wanting me to do this and that. I was a bit irritated so after I got everything she needed me to do done, I left and went to chill at the trap. Well, not necessarily chill since I was working. But, it was honestly whatever.
"Hey, Boss" one of my girls came in "you okay?"
"I'm good, what you need?" I asked her
She smirked, "you"
"Get out, Natalie" I said grabbing my briefcase "yo ass tweaking"
"Ant, I don't understand how you can just toss me to the side like that. Soon as this bitch come around, like I wasn't here first" she told me
I cleared my throat, "watch your mouth"
"I use to like that Ian see you all the time, I mean I was with that. But tell me, where yo bitch?" She said
"Yo, what you mean?" I asked her
"Where she at? She ain't here" she told me "I miss you" she walked around my desk and sat on top of it "you don't miss me?"
"You know how shit go. I might flirt, but I can't fuck up the crib though" I told her
"So, you love her?" I ignored her "Naw really ... what she doing? Playing Stepmama?"
I chuckled, "Natalie, get out man"
She ran a hand down my chest, "you can't tell me you don't miss this pussy?"
Shit man ... she had me. I did miss her, but I loved my girl man.
"You gotta go, Nat" I started to get serious "come on, get out"
"Let me suck your dick" she told me
"Nat, no man" I told her
She placed her hand on the front of my sweats, "come on"
"Natalie, no bruh" I said
She kissed my neck, "Anthony come on"
"You got go, man" I told her
The door bust open, Ace frowned "the fuck?"
She smirked, "wassup Ace?"
"Yo, shake the spot right now" he told her
She kissed my cheek, "see you around" she left
Ace shook his head, "you a weird ass nigga"
"what?" I frowned "what you talking about?"
"You got a good girl. Go to school, go to work, make her own money. Got her own house, got her own car. She independent, she don't ask for nothing. All she ask you for is time and attention. You got a whole child, and she love her like she made her. and you wanna fuck around with a nasty mouth? A bitch that fuck for hair, fuck to pay her bills, shit she a fuck for free. You need to get right, man. That's fucked up. Magic don't even look at other niggas the way she looks at you" he told me "you weird"
I sighed, "I - man ... I know, I fucked up. I didn't touch her though"
"How far was you planning on taking that shit, you dumb as nigga" he said
"I know man. I know" I couldn't say shit.
"and you better tell her about this too" he left
I lit a blunt and locked my door, I was mad at myself. I couldn't face her after that, I think it was best if I ghosted her. But, I loved her way too much for that. Damn man, I'm stuck.
