My Life In An Internet Novel (Insoslaw)

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10 YEARS AGO

AT

YOO HOUSEHOLD

(EUNHYUNG'S POV)

The day that my mom died from the car accident my father started working under chunyung's father and me and the three yoo's brother's became close and treated me like a youngerbother.

and one time the yoo maids became busy cause they said they have an important guest's

"An important guest's? are they that important to make the whole maid's turned into chaos?"i ask the maid who's assigned to take care of me

"yes they say it was the kim family"then the maid answered honestly

"Kim Family?who are they?"i once asked again cause of my curiosity

"ah they are the owner of leily entertainment and Kim hospital in america"once again the maid answered

"Family you say? do they have a child?"ask back

"yeah they has!her name was Kim Soleil.romours going around that she's beauty and brain as well as kind but shy cry baby"maid said.

"wow!really i wanna meet her!"i excitedly said

THE DAY THAT THE KIM FAMILY VISITS THE YOO HOUSEHOLD

I was walking through the hallway when someone bumps in to me i look back and saw a little girl with a long curly rose pink hair and a lilac eye's that shining trought the light's.

i look into her eyes and lost in thought like i was hipnotised by it but our gazes broke out when she spoke

"umh..hi..sorry i didn't saw you and lost in thought...ugh.. im soleil you can just call me leil,lei,leily or sol that's my nicknames...erm..if you dont mind..c-can you lead me to the bathroom?"she spoke while she was sitting on the ground

i reach my hands to her to stand her up the "im eunhyung you dont need to be nervous around me and can you stand up? ill lead you to the bathroom"she then grab my hands and stood up.

and have a little conversation until they arrived at the bathroom.

when leil come's out of the bathroom door, i again got lost in thought when stared at her eyes it was beautiful like if you look at her you will quickly forget all of you problem's.

then i was shooked when she said something terrible about her eyes

"i know my eyes look like monster, everyone stop moving when they saw my eyes.can you please not look at my eyes? i feel like im devouring people who look t it"leil

"no you arent!its just-just your eyes was pretty that when you look atem you will forgot all your problem's!"i told her with a loud but convicing voice and she suddenly asked

"poblems? do you have a problem's?"it surprised me she sure a quick witted

"ugh.. yes but don't worry about it.it was just a...childish problem's that not even adults take it serious"i said with a smile in my face while looking straight in her eyes

i saw her eyes field with pity and worries.well im used to it since all people around me saw me all the same and saying all the same like 'its okay to cry''you can tell me your problems''im always here for you' and im so tired of it.after my mom died year ago,my father started getting busy in his work and my sister in hospital(iSPOILER!) i have to act matured and take care of my own being alone in house and every day visiting my sister

but i was surprised when she says something i would never imagine

"its okay not to cry every person has their own reason's and problems let alone secrets.it was all normal since we are humans after all and humans emotion's are normal but adult's trying to hide their pains cause they dont want their kids to pity them just like you! you dont want people to worry about you cause you have a responsibility and dont want people to see your cry and not because you're emotionless and that's normal"

she look at me with a staight and determind face and continues

"its okay to cry since we are still a kid let's enjoy our childhood and when we were grown ups we will say our selves that 'we did well!"

in her words i feel like a kn!fe st<bing my heart repeatedly and tears flow in my eyes even thought i dont want to.

"everything will be fine! if you were to give a chance to talk to your future self he will also say that you did well and grown up as a strong independent man and marry girl that make's your heart feel excited and a girl whom understand you the most"

and after seven years we met again iwas relieved and happy i just thought of that but i dont quite understand what i feel is it surprised? excited? or...LOVE?

i tried to talk to you but why?! why do i feel like you're avoiding me? no! us?

after the baek yo-min's accident we finally got a conversation in a year but i feel like there's a wall you built between us.

im not the only one who noticed it, those five noticed it too that it was- it was more hard and unbreakable than dani has but after two years exactly when jooin found dani near his house.

the air suddenly changed dan and soleil suddenly became close far more than dani and yeoryeong has, and the unbreakable wall that she built and almost gave up to break suddenly collapsed and we all became friend's and partner in crime.

but even thougt we are now close i still has alot of question's that i can't help but time passed more and more question's about you came through my head

why?

why did you avoid us when we were middle scholers?

why did you build a huge ad unbreakable wall?

why do you stare at chunyoung and jiho's as if you know that they both like dani?

why do you have an eye's like you can see the future?

just why" why"why?why?why?why"

my toughts snapped out when i heard the doorbell rang i quikly open the door and saw leil in the front door holding a wet umbrella

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well no matter what...i will make sure to figure it out

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(A/N;sorry guys i feel like this chapter was long and took me couple of hours to write.its full of flashback's but hope you guys like it)

THANK YOU FOR 200 VIEWERS I REALLY APPRECIATES YOU GUYS!

and i was loosing some scenarios in my head so if you guys have some thought's or scenarios in your mind's feel free to comment!

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