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P.o.v Luna

Tw: this chapter and the topic are very emotional and can hurt or trigger some people, please read with caution and at your own risk! Stay safe<3

pregnancy week: 28

,,Luna wake up, your nap time is over.", I heard Louis say but I didn't want to stand up. ,,Some more.", I said and I heard him chuckle. ,,No, none of that. You didn't eat anything yesterday and now you're sleeping the whole day, that's not healthy for the children.", Louis said and I opened my eyes slowly. He's right. Dr. Willer told me that I had to eat, even if I didn't want to eat I had to because of the babies. I didn't do chemo because of them so I had to keep them healthy.

I sat up slowly and moved one leg after another out of the bed. My body started to hurt really bad last week and I didn't like it at all. ,,Good job, let me help you a bit.", Louis said with a very lovely smile and I just let him help me up.

If I could read more than one sentence I would thank them for anything they did for me but I couldn't speak anymore so yeah, I couldn't thank them.

We made our way downstairs and into the dining room. ,,There is my beautiful princess.", Edward said and kissed my head. I was not beautiful at this moment anymore. I didn't have any hair left, I was skinny, like unhealthy skinny, and the bags under my eyes were more than visible.

We all sat down and I looked at the food. I wasn't really hungry and anything inside me screamed that I shouldn't eat it but I had to. Because for the sake of my children. I grabbed my fork and poked the pasta on my plate with it.

,,Don't you like it? Marcel cooked it extra for you because it was your favorite food.", Louis, who sat next to me, asked and rubbed my back. I looked up at him and asked ,,Maria?". He just smiled at me before starting to speak ,,You know, Marcel wanted to cook for you so bad that he gave Maria some of the time.". I smiled thankfully at Marcel before I placed some of the pasta onto my fork and started to eat.

I had to say that the food was delicious but it made me nauseous. Every bite I took, my stomach said no and tried to get rid of it again. I ate half of my plate before I placed my fork next to my plate and looked up at Marcel and Edward.

,,Are you finished?", Edward asked with a fond smile and I nodded before I simply said ,,delicious.". ,,Why, thank you, my love. I feel honored.", Marcel said and I had to giggle a bit because of how funny Marcel is with his fake bow.

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,,Sunshine? Can you come with me real quick? We have something for you?", Louis said and I nodded before I stood up from the couch. Louis put his arm around my waist to give me some more stability because my legs were just wobbling around.

We both made our way outside and in the direction of the lake. ,,Lake?", I asked and he nodded ,,Yes, we have a surprise there for you my beautiful sunshine.", he said and kissed my cheek. As we were by the lake I could see a little tree near the lake. ,,Ours.", I said and looked at Edward who smiled fondly and with so much love at me. ,,Yes princess, that's our tree. Look, we put a picnic blanket there, like in old times.", Edward said and I got tears in my eyes.

,,Why are you crying? Is it too much? Does something hurt?", Marcel asked and I shook my head and smiled lovely at them. ,,happy.", I said and all men were smiling. Marcel was the first one to sit down, then Edward and Louis gave me over to Edward so that I sat between his legs and I could rest against his chest. Louis sat next to Marcel so that we all sat like a triangle.

,,We thought that maybe we could do some flower crowns?", Marcel said and pulled out a basket behind a tree, which was full of different flowers. I had the feeling like my whole face lit up, because of how happy I was. I made grabby hands at the basket and Edward chuckled before he grabbed the basket and pulled it towards us.

,,Which flowers do you want to have?", he asked and I looked at the flowers. I tried to think of what the flowers were called but I couldn't remember. I got sad, flowers were my whole life and now I couldn't even remember the names of the flowers.

Marcels seemed to notice my discomfort because he smiled at me and said ,,Oh, love. It doesn't matter if you know the name. Just point at them and Edward will grab them for you.", I nodded, still a bit sad and disappointed.

Firstly, I pointed at the beautiful red flowers, which have thorns and are a symbol of love.

Secondly, I pointed at the shorter ones with white petals and a yellow middle part.

And lastly, I pointed at the ones with lilac petals and a really good smell.

Edward grabbed all the flowers I pointed at and placed them in front of me. ,,How about we make a flower crown together, princess?", he suggested and I nodded. His hands grabbed the flowers and I tried to help him as well as possible and as good as I could remember.

I looked up, only to see Marcel and Louis making their flower crowns. I smiled lovely at them and looked back down at mine and Edwards's flower crown. ,,No, princess. You have to go this way.", he said and grabbed my hand to stop me from knotting the flowers together. He put the flower stalk under another and knotted it afterward.

I leaned myself more at Edward and looked up at him. His beautiful dark green eyes were shining in the sunlight, his beautiful lips who are slightly parted because of his concentration, and his furrowed eyebrows.

I love these men more than my own life and I just knew that they will look very good after our children. I closed my eyes and drifted into a light sleep, feeling more than happy to be cuddled up with Edward. 

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