DouShino (continued,, it may go down again tho lol)

5

Was I not focused? How did this happen? I quickly rethink everything. That's when I realise what I had done wrong. I had been blinded by my anger, I was too quick to get revenge. I hadn't noticed the Douma I was torturing was just an ice formation. Now, he stands there, unharmed. He looks serious, for the first time, he actually looks serious,

I knit my brows in frustration. I had already calmed myself, to the point where my adrenaline was gone. My body was tired, but I forced myself to keep still. I gritted my teeth in annoyance and anger,

"Shinobu, I don't like it, when girls are disobedient.",

"Ughhh, shut up and die." I groan loudly,

I forced my sore legs to run towards him. All my energy is gone, my last hope of scratching him was my strong urge for revenge. I flung my sword wildly at him, missing every hit. I couldn't even think straight, I was desperate to fulfil my desire, but it seemed so far away. Anger, sadness, hopelessness, all filled my brain, as I blindly threw my sword at him, each time missing,

This obviously seemed to please Douma, as he swiftly dodged all my weak, desperate attacks,

"You monsters should all die." I hiss,

I jump, slicing my sword through the air, and obviously Douma dodges. I fall back on the ground, face first. I grunt, I can't even feel pain, my whole body aches. I use my sword to get up supporting myself with it too. My whole body shakes as I look up at him,

"Shinobu-chan, you need some rest!" he cooed, making me pissed,

"Shut up." I manage to spit,

My head starts to spin, shit, shit, I can't black out now. Everything starts to whirl round. I struggle to keep my balance, as my surroundings blur. I squeeze my eyes shut, attempting to keep myself stable. My head spins, and I feel nauseous. I open my eyes, everything is blurred and in slow motion as the room spins. As my eyes slowly close, I can only focus on the one thing I tried so hard to kill,

Douma,

He stands there, the plastic smile placed on his face slowly turned into worry. I fall to the ground. I stare at the chandelier, the candles shimmering. I was going to back out soon, I could feel it, it was heavy and suffocating. The last thing I see is Douma's worried face,

"Shinobu-chan, don't worry me like this." a soft whisper, and then I drift into blackness.

It's been a long time since I've heard a soothing voice like that. Oh, who was it again? I can't remember, was it my sister? My mother? I've wanted someone to love me and care for me. That voice, it sounded so beautiful in my ears, I could listen to it over and over, but there's just one problem, that's Douma's voice. 

I can't think straight. My head hurts.

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I sit up in a field, filled with flowers of all colours imaginable, the grass sways softly and the blooming flowers dance. The sun has an orange tint to it, ah, it's going down. I breathe in the fresh, crisp air, filled with the scent of flowers. It's so peaceful and safe here,

"Shinobu, lets go back inside, demons will be lurking  about soon!" I hear a familiar voice; the voice that I've missed so much,

I turn, my eyes widen and I feel them watering,

"Onee-chan!" I run over to her,

I wrap my hands round her, as tears ran down my face. Kanae's scent fills the air, and everything seems at peace,

"I miss you so much!" my voice breaks as I try not to cry,

"Oh, what has gotten into you?" she sighs, a small smile plays on her lips,

I bury my face into her shoulder as I let out my tears,

"Shinobu, don't cry, you have to be strong if you want to kill demons," she pats my head softly, "Now, let's go back inside." she holds my hand,

I walk slowly hand in hand with her, as we walked back to the house I see in the distance,

Suddenly, it turns all dark, the wind picks up speed and I can hear it howl. The flowers all wither, and everything turns dark. Kanae drops my hand, and keeps walking on towards the house,

"Kanae!!!" I scream,

I try to run after her, but I can't move, she stops abruptly, turning my side,

"Shinobu, take care." she smiles sadly as tears rolled down her face,

She turned her back, and stood there, for a while everything remained stagnant, the wind came to a halt, and the air became heavy,

"Kanae, onee-chan, please don't leave me now!" I whimper, as I try to move,

Kanae's silhouette, starts to morph, when she transforms, my eyes widen in shock, anger and fear. A sinister laugh echoes through the field, as the new person turns. They hold a fan covering it's jaw, and it's eyes crinkle with amusement,

"Now, now, why would I leave you?... Shinobu-chan?" it says heartily,

Where Kanae stood, was now Douma,

"No!!!" I scream, as I try to free my paralysed body,

He laughs lowly and makes his way towards me,

"Tch, tch, tch, why are you upset?" his face pouts,

He circles round me, inspecting me, while keeping that sick smile on his face. A few tears stream down my cheeks,

"Why me? What did she ever do to you? That you had to kill her?" I sob, my anger was no longer there, just... Complete emptiness and sadness,

He abruptly stops behind me and sighs,

"Because she was meant to die anyways.",

"Shut up! Just go away!" I wail, unable to move,

I feel a cold hand grab my neck,

"Now, now, you don't mind if I take a bit of your blood, do you?" he chuckles,

I feel his hot breath against my neck and his teeth brush against my skin, I squeeze my eyes shut,

"Shinobu-chan? Why are you crying?" he asks innocently,

That's when I suddenly snap awake. The room is dim, a single candle lights up the place. That was all a dream huh? I look around, squinting my eyes. I rub my face, and realise that I had been crying,

"Shinobu, are you alright?" I hear a worried voice beside me,

A pair of rainbow coloured eyes stare at me. Damn, that scared me, I almost jumped, ugh I just had a nightmare about him, and there he is. I look at him emotionlessly, something feels off, I'm meant to feel angry, but for some reason I don't, instead why do I feel safe?

"Yes.".

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A/N

Hello readers qwq,,

Sorry for the extremely late update... I just got back my motivation hehe. ^^"

Anywayss, I'm trying to get Shinobu to chill, and be like eh Douma's not too bad, but yk that's not possible from hating to being chill..... hhhh,

So yh I'm making Shinobu a tad bit nicer, to make my life a tad bit easier,, Like Shinobu ur rly draining me x_x

So yh, have a nice day y'alls! :D

I'm sorry for the late update waaa, my writing will be a bit off,,, so yh TwT