My real life diary

Chapter 8 Can i cry?

When I woke up this morning it was so hard. I was Vomiting through out the whole night. Waking up to an empty home was depressing.
"Please God bring my sister home" I pleaded. I realized that without Georgia It's really boring. I showered and everything and came down stairs to make breakfast. I heard the door bell ring
"Who is it?" I yelled. No answer
I went to go check the door, no one was there. I opened the door to see Georgia!
Omg it was Georgia laying on the ground with scratches and bruises. I pulled her into the house. God answered my prayer.

4 hours later

Georgia was feeling better. I wanted to know where she really was and what happened to her.
"Ok ok, before you say anything. I wanna say that I was raped by "dads "friends". "Dad" walked out on us, and mom might not be coming back." I said to her really fast. I didn't know how she would handle it.
"Your turn" I said. She was quiet trying to understand what I have said.
"When you left me at the neighbors house I came back to the house. when I came back you were no where to be found. Obviously dad was was drunk so I couldn't ask him anything. Some man was following me to my room. He pushed me and I slammed my head on the table. I screamed no one came. I-I screamed for you Nevada, and you weren't there" Georgia said crying
I had to hold back my tears in front of my little sister.
"Georgia I am so sorry! Omg I wish I was there to help you" I said tearing up
"What did the man do to you?" I asked
"The man kept on touching me and smoking in my face, but I kicked his throat. I hit him with a glass bottle and he fell, and I ran away. I was hiding in and outside of the house for 4 days." Georgia said whipping her tears.
"Georgia I'm pre-" I said. I stopped when I heard the door.

The door opened. It was my mother. Nevaeh Daniels. Omg how happy I was to see her. she gave Georgia and I both big hugs.
"How are my little girls? I've missed you guys." she said
"We've missed you too mom! More than ever" Georgia and I said in unison
When my mom settled in I went to go talk to her about everything. I remembered what my George (my father) said. I was surprised that she didn't bring up that I was pregnant when she entered the door.
"Honey guess what?" My mom said
"Your father and I are gonna renew our vowels" she said excitedly
What! She was going to remarry the man who cheated on her, disowned her kids, he's practically is the reason why I'm pregnant.
"Wow mom I'm so happy for you" I said sarcastically.
"What! Mom you can't-" Georgia said
I covered her mouth. My mom left the room
"What are you thinking leading her on?" Georgia asked
I kneeled down and looked at Georgia as our eyes started to tear up
*sniff*
"Dad would divorce mom if she ever found out (actually it would be the other way around). Mom needs him Georgia. We're just gonna have to deal with it for now" I said to my sister

We heard stomping foot steps coming up stairs.
"NEVADA REYES DANILE'S!" My mom screamed. When ever she called my full name I knew I was introuble
*sigh* "yes mom?" I asked
"Your father just called me and told me everything. You went to the club the other night! Got drunk and left your sister somewhere! You seduced your father! And framed your friend to the neighborhood that it was his fault!" My mom screamed
I was surprised to hear what was coming out of her mouth. I looked at my mom as if she was crazy. She slapped me and pushed me to the floor.
"You slept with my husband child! I always knew you were after him. You've never stopped sleeping with him at night from toddler days till now!" She said disgusted
Was my mom insane. Was she confused that I'm only a 14 year old girl (15 in a week) . Was I supposed to disown her as my mother also. Georgia was in the corner crying. I didn't want it to seem like my "mom" got to me so I held in the tears.
"If I'm not busy tomorrow I will book an appointment for you" She said.
I didn't say a words. I was listening to her mumble under her breath.

*sucking my teeth*
"Georgia don't listen to anything she says. Our parents aren't what we think they are anymore." I said to my sister
"Nevada, is there a baby in you" she asked
I didn't say anything. I went to lay down in my bed. I was silent till she walked out of the room. My parents hated me and so does my sister.

*crying*
"WHY ME! THIS ISNT FAIR! WHY ME!!" I screamed